Too shallow to get a girlfriend?

I actually found the girl of my dreams. Sadly she lives far away but I dont give a flying crap that she does because we're going to
make it work. (Meeting her in 22 days) Anyway, I know that everyone says that only looks is really shallow but somewhere its not.
It is but also its not. Its pretty hard to explain. Like, its wrong to judge a person just by because of how she looks thats what I find
really shallow. if she actually seems to like everything you do and is really sweet cares a lot for you and other people and actually
means it then you should at least give this person a chance to prove herself. On the other hand. I myself am really picky.
I hate it that I am but I would NEVER reject a girl because her looks. But in the end I find it hard to get intimate with a girl that I dont
find physically attractive in any way. There just has to be some physicall attraction to make certain things work. I myself met my
girlfriend through the internet like I mentioned before. I didnt know what she looked like at all until 4-5 months later. But way before that
I already liked her so much that I honestly didnt care at all anymore what she looked like... When I saw her I was startled by the fact of
how beautiful she actually is. (She is a little overweight but I dont like skinny girls so she is actually literally perfect in every way for me).

I'm 19 years old I have never kissed a girl and I didnt because I chose not to. I just cant kiss or sleep with a girl I dont have any feelings for.
And to be honest most girls didnt really want me as a boyfriend because I most of the times talk about their feelings so I was always put in the
friend-zone. Feels sucky but whatever I could wait for the right person.

tldr version:
There has to be some physicall attraction to make things work but you cant just put a girl off just because you think she's ugly. Maybe you will
change your mind about how she looks after you found out she is actually an amazing person. You honestly wont care so much anymore about
how she looks. I hope this made any sense.. probably not but meh whatever I told my story.

I was actually in the almost same situation til about 4-5months ago. I would never recommend to meet someone over the net but it does work sometimes.GOOD LUCK though !