2011-04-01, 02:01 AM
So, as I'm just finishing up this essay I remember something that has been happening to me with the professor that gave me this assignment.
This prof. seems to "freak out" whenever I look at her. Now I know staring is creepy, but I can't even glance at her, much less make eye contact. Whenever I make some eye contact with her I can see she starts losing her train of thought and quickly evades my gaze. Which is funny the first or second time, but it quickly gets old when you feel forced to look at ~nothing~ or read the same power point slide over and over again even when she is explaining stuff.
Now this has happened with a few other people too, but I'm just surprised to see her, an experienced professor, react like that. I feel like... I don't even know how to describe it.
I mean, I'm hoping it's not because I'm that ugly... I mean... yeah, I'm not *insertgoodlookingcelebrity*, but at least I've been told I'm handsome... like three times... two of which might have been said by my mother...
Have you SPeople experienced this kind of stuff? Also... might it be that I'm just creepy even outside the internet? This pomegranate is starting to pineapple my psych, makes me wary of where to look and stuff. D:<
This prof. seems to "freak out" whenever I look at her. Now I know staring is creepy, but I can't even glance at her, much less make eye contact. Whenever I make some eye contact with her I can see she starts losing her train of thought and quickly evades my gaze. Which is funny the first or second time, but it quickly gets old when you feel forced to look at ~nothing~ or read the same power point slide over and over again even when she is explaining stuff.
Now this has happened with a few other people too, but I'm just surprised to see her, an experienced professor, react like that. I feel like... I don't even know how to describe it.
I mean, I'm hoping it's not because I'm that ugly... I mean... yeah, I'm not *insertgoodlookingcelebrity*, but at least I've been told I'm handsome... like three times... two of which might have been said by my mother...
Have you SPeople experienced this kind of stuff? Also... might it be that I'm just creepy even outside the internet? This pomegranate is starting to pineapple my psych, makes me wary of where to look and stuff. D:<

