Suicide

I never said she was yours. From what you've told me, you were hers. I know it's not easy to hear. As for your having no friends and such, there is a much bigger world than school. My friends at school were mostly not 'true' friends, but one thing that did help was I took up a hobby. Heidi is right about that. Do you like music? I took up an instrument, and I started doing music things outside of school. High school can have a limited palette of people, but if you find something you like and you join a group or something that is dedicated to it, then you're almost certain to meet more people like you. I've met some great people through music, some real friends. One of them is actually moving cities with me next year, and we're going to spend a lot more time together exploring a new world. I know it's cliche'd, but you've just gotta get out there. And there's nothing wrong with playing Maple, so I hope you don't think that.

The only thing I really do is play Maple I don't think there is anything wrong with it but alot of people are judgmental.