How do you fix utter disgust and hate of yourself?

I can't shake it.

When I look in the mirror, I just want to kill me. Not like suicide, but literally beat another body of me to death.

When I think of myself, I want to puke.

When I think of the way I live and everything I do or have done in the past makes me want to puke and beat myself up (like I said before).

When I see my own posts on these forums, I just want to puke and bash my skull open.

I absolutely hate every fiber of my being and I don't think I can continue living this way and be healthy. I'm tired of living and I wish I could just be another person or start over entirely. I can't stand who I am and I think I'm starting to go insane over the hate.

Do soemthing that makes you proud of yourself.

Do soemthing that makes you proud of yourself.

But nothing I do makes me proud of myself. Everything I do only adds to that hate and disgust toward myself.

Write down what you dislike and why, and change it? "God I hate my post, they're so unorganized" -> organize your post more.

Go out more. Meet new people.

What Loose said, and try to find purpose in your life. There's gotta be something you're good at.

What Loose said, and try to find purpose in your life. There's gotta be something you're good at.

Sucking sh'it? Yeah... I don't think being terrible at stuff is something you're good at. Seriously, I don't have anything that makes me stand out, makes me special, or anything to be proud of. I have no talents or any skills that would help me in real life. I don't even know where to begin to "obtain" one of those skills.

ShiKage, no one can make you suck. If you suck, it's because you tell yourself you suck. Please move this to a blog post since this reads more like a blog.