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How do you fix utter disgust and hate of yourself? - Link - 2010-06-25
I can't shake it.
When I look in the mirror, I just want to kill me. Not like suicide, but literally beat another body of me to death.
When I think of myself, I want to puke.
When I think of the way I live and everything I do or have done in the past makes me want to puke and beat myself up (like I said before).
When I see my own posts on these forums, I just want to puke and bash my skull open.
I absolutely hate every fiber of my being and I don't think I can continue living this way and be healthy. I'm tired of living and I wish I could just be another person or start over entirely. I can't stand who I am and I think I'm starting to go insane over the hate.
How do you fix utter disgust and hate of yourself? - Solarboy - 2010-06-25
Do soemthing that makes you proud of yourself.
How do you fix utter disgust and hate of yourself? - Link - 2010-06-25
solarboy Wrote:Do soemthing that makes you proud of yourself.
But nothing I do makes me proud of myself. Everything I do only adds to that hate and disgust toward myself.
How do you fix utter disgust and hate of yourself? - Hazzy - 2010-06-25
Write down what you dislike and why, and change it? "God I hate my post, they're so unorganized" -> organize your post more.
How do you fix utter disgust and hate of yourself? - Loose - 2010-06-25
Go out more. Meet new people.
How do you fix utter disgust and hate of yourself? - Dusk - 2010-06-25
What Loose said, and try to find purpose in your life. There's gotta be something you're good at.
How do you fix utter disgust and hate of yourself? - Link - 2010-06-25
Dusk Wrote:What Loose said, and try to find purpose in your life. There's gotta be something you're good at.
Sucking sh'it? Yeah... I don't think being terrible at stuff is something you're good at. Seriously, I don't have anything that makes me stand out, makes me special, or anything to be proud of. I have no talents or any skills that would help me in real life. I don't even know where to begin to "obtain" one of those skills.
How do you fix utter disgust and hate of yourself? - Fiel - 2010-06-25
ShiKage, no one can make you suck. If you suck, it's because you tell yourself you suck. Please move this to a blog post since this reads more like a blog.