How was your day?

I've got my nights and days screwed up again. The painkillers are losing their effectiveness, dang it.
I think what sucks the most right freaking now is that I can not, for the life of me, get anyone to understand what I'm doing. I'm stuck in the middle of it and I don't even understand it. Life sucks a lot of the time and I'm ok with it but somedays, it just gets too hard to take.

Allergies equals migrane and congested sinuses. Plus heavy rain last night that I was outside in times how much medication I have minus the zero that I took equals I feel like sh'it.

Worked then hung out with friends afterwards. Also came to a conclusion that there's not a damn thing I can, or should, do to stop some things.

Visited my grandparents and hung out with my friend for the night. Came home and played FFXIII.
Now I have to go back to uni tomorrow and I am legitimately saddened I have to leave the game unfinished until school is over. I was totally nerdgasming over the characters/plot

This week is going to suck in terms of schoolwork ugh not looking forward to going back at all.

Have to spend today working on the project that killed me last summer. It's not even that bad; I just have to get over the psychological aspect of it. Gotta keep reminding myself that I refuse to fail.

I hate having this much respect for a professor.

Started a new job this week. Will probably be working until the summer or when I go back to school in August.

Feel like I completely failed at being there for a friend tonight.

Universe decided to pomegranate all over their life this past month and I was speechless when she told me about one thing specifically.

Sigh.

It's Monday. Do not want.

Just because I already know it, doesn't mean I enjoy getting more confirmation.
Then why do I keep seeking it out?

Never have I cried more in my entire life. Life is just an unrelenting force of pomegranate.

Lost all of my friends today.

Never have I cried more in my entire life. Life is just an unrelenting force of pomegranate.

*hugs*

Lost all of my friends today.

*hugs*

I'd like to inquire further with both of you, but totally understand if you don't want to share more. Stay strong.

OT: Though my last sentence is rather ironic since I'm regrettably the third in a row now to post a sad post. I'm most likely borderline clinical depression. Doing better now than earlier in the night, but overall really unhappy.

I'd like to inquire further with both of you, but totally understand if you don't want to share more. Stay strong.

Was supposed to go out to breakfast with some friends this morning where I was ambushed regarding my mental health, sleeping and drinking habits. After putting up with some of their bullshit I ended up storming out. They caught up with me and made me spend the day with them. We talked about a lot and I thought it was all settled.

Got home, checked my email and saw one canceling all plans for tomorrow and basically telling me they (a married couple) don't need me burdening their life. But it was written as if it was a group effort from all of my "friends". So I phoned one of them up and told them to go pineapple themselves.

I don't even know anymore.

Man something must be in the water I've been having an off week to, I just feel like there's some empty void desperately trying to be filled .

I should stop drinking the water then, because I would like to be healthy enough to get back to class. I woke up at 3 A.M. this morning with a frozen nose and throat and spent a good hour trying to get breathing NOT to hurt. 80% of why I'm not going to class is based on principle alone.

Feel so bad for everyone else, though :/ I wish there was something I could do to help brighten your guys' days a little, but you can't send baked goods over the internet

Everything is falling apart.

Everything is falling apart.

Had an exam today, it went okay.. But still had an aching stomach all day long, i hope it didn't affect my exam too much.. Had some problems focusing. Oh well.

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Had an exam today, it went okay.. But still had an aching stomach all day long, i hope it didn't affect my exam too much.. Had some problems focusing. Oh well.

Hate that.. You go into a test thinking you'll do alright, then you get a bad stomach ache and boom, you just want to get it over with so you rush.