How was your day?

Double post.

@ImagineAll, I'm glad to hear you're there for him. I mean, not like you never weren't, but he's clearly still one of your best friends, and, aside from being taken aback at first, you responded with love and support. In identifying with him I'm sure that means the world to him, and so again, I'm very happy to hear he has a friend like you to confide in. Also, I'm sure this will make anything and everything LGBT related that much more personal for you, so don't be surprised by things here and there reflecting this change - embrace them!

OT: Thinking a lot about the trifecta in the past half hour or so. Probs gonna make a Speakeasy thread about it.

So aside from wanting to kill everyone like I usually do everyday I found out I was the best cashier for the month of December.

@ImagineAll, I'm glad to hear you're there for him. I mean, not like you never weren't, but he's clearly still one of your best friends, and, aside from being taken aback at first, you responded with love and support. In identifying with him I'm sure that means the world to him, and so again, I'm very happy to hear he has a friend like you to confide in. Also, I'm sure this will make anything and everything LGBT related that much more personal for you, so don't be surprised by things here and there reflecting this change - embrace them!

OT: Thinking a lot about the trifecta in the past half hour or so. Probs gonna make a Speakeasy thread about it.

Yeah, he pretty much started crying because he was so nervous about being "immediately shunned" by me. To me it's just like, if it's what makes you happy, then by all means. He's still pretty nervous about his grandparents and mom seeing as we grew up in very much conservative families and even went to private Christian schools together. I'm fairly certain that they'll in all likelihood disown him and it breaks my heart. Now that the shock of it all has worn off I'm just happy that he trusted me enough to confide in me. It feels good when you know someone trusts you that much, y'know?

As for the rest of my day yesterday: My friends from Pennsylvania came down to California for the month so we took them out to dinner last night. Went out for some Ramen and boba for dessert. After that we kind of just went back to my fiance's house to stalk old highschool friends on facebook and mess around taking pictures. Her Christmas tree was outside the house so we all grabbed it by the tip and started spinning it. Had a lot of fun just goofing around :3

Yeah, he pretty much started crying because he was so nervous about being "immediately shunned" by me. To me it's just like, if it's what makes you happy, then by all means. He's still pretty nervous about his grandparents and mom seeing as we grew up in very much conservative families and even went to private Christian schools together. I'm fairly certain that they'll in all likelihood disown him and it breaks my heart. Now that the shock of it all has worn off I'm just happy that he trusted me enough to confide in me. It feels good when you know someone trusts you that much, y'know?

Ugh, that sounds awful. I hope they don't, I really do. My sister recently came out to my parents and I as a lesbian and they were surprisingly supportive, although they had little clues here and there over the past several months. My mother thought it was something wrong on their front, when honestly it's not a choice that my sister and I have made; it's just how we are.

Hence why I'm nervous to even mention that I'm bisexual, with a tendency towards men. I don't want my parents to feel like they're complete failures.

Sorry about the rant. Today has gone well - went to the store to buy my grandma a printer since I'm pretty sure she's still using one from the stone age. Car was dirty so I went to a car wash since we're under a mandatory watering restriction in Texas. Developed a headache while out and about so I'm laying on the floor in my room in utter darkness hoping that it goes away soon.

The first week of the year has been crazy, in a good way. A lot of stuff has happened, I almost can't believe it. It almost feels like a dream. Next week is a big week, too. I really hope it goes well.

Hahahahaha oh god it's hard to imagine that everyone was sober tonight.

The first week of my year has mostly been crappy, but now it'll be better.

Playing Halo:CEA on legendary with all skulls on is testing my nerves.

I've spent all day overhauling my once-pathetic resume into a work of enticement, and it's coming along decently well. So much to do still, though, with regards to my to-do list and getting applications out all week for summer internships. To work!

Great day, really excited for this semester. Was extremely nervous about my classes but I've got a great group of friends and it's much needed support to get through it all. Watched the Monster Ball for the first time too and it was inspiring to say the least, let's get this week started.

Don't you love the way she starts the Monster Ball? I watch her opening curtain video montage all the time and it still gives me goosebumps. And I've gotta say, seeing her live and not expecting that really amped one up for the show.

Failing an exam by a large margin and knowing exactly why is one of the worst feelings I have ever felt, watching others finish half way in without trouble made that worse. Combine that with being sufficiently scrambled to attempt to hand a book in that I'd apparently left at home despite having convinced myself on the way into campus that I had it on me, getting no sleep all night, not eating/drinking enough yet still pointlessly regulating what I take in, and general brooding on how I've made the exact same mistakes 5 years running with no sign of learning from any of them made for one of the most depressing days I've had in a while.

A long while back I made a thread about me getting an internship at UL. That ended in April and then I came back as a Summer Temp from June all the way to now. I just received a big promotion and a permanent position with the company now and I'm sooo sooo happy right now. This is one of the biggest accomplishments I've made and I just can't believe how fortunate I am.

I may not know any of you personally but thank you for amping me up for my interview way back. I really appreciate it.

As my annoying friend would say...."Things could always be worse."
He was so right.

I woke up to go to zero period... When I arrived we had a free day my friend Alondra and I were being stupid and called my friend Steph to come over. Well Steph was hanging out with a couple of my other friends but one of them is her boyfriend. As soon as I called Steph the group was like to her Boyfriend "go with her go with her". I wouldn't get so pissed off BUT the friends also followed him. They're such followers and I swear if I EVER get in a bad mood i'm going to tell them all off even the boyfriend. I can't have one simple conversation with Steph without him coming over and hugging her. He's so insecure that I talk to her it flatters me and idk lol. So yeah I came to the conclusion that they are followers and he's a jackass.
I had Drumline practice till 7PM I just got home and ate x-X I learned how to play the shaker which is pretty good.
Have a buttload of homework and I'm debating whether to stay in drumline or try out for volleyball... Kind of a rough choice.
So yeah today was okay
I've had worse days!

pineapple clearance events, but I got offered to work Wednesday so yay.

Most heard phrase today: "You got/look skinner dude"

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Pretty much spent the entire day yesterday on the net trying to put together my college schedule. A nerve wracking process in which you have to deal with an obsolete system (telnet!) and the servers Nexon probably donated to my institution because they just CAN'T HANDLE THE TRAFFIC. They crash every few seconds assuming you are even able to access the portal at all. I bet half of yesterday's visits to this forum are mine from just waiting for the program to work and killing time etcetc.

Today has been a good day though. I had to visit the university, plan out with a prof what my subgraduate investigation is going to be about and whatnot(yeah! sounds fancy). Guess I'll start working on it halfway through this semester, probably including summer since vacations are almost always boring for me anyway, and I need to have a goodass thesis ready by next semester (aaand, get ready to start another investigation for the last semester before ~hopefully~ graduating). I'm excited. Can't believe I actually feel a tinge of what could probably be motivation, or hallucinations product of a severe lack of sleep. Now that's something I need to fix ASAP, my sleeping schedule...

Finally have working internet after 7 days of having to constantly be on their case. Also, started my Winter quarter this past Monday and I REALLY like my teachers. This quarter is gonna be super-busy, especially with this Intermediate Accounting class, but I feel really good about it :3 What I don't feel so good about, however, is having to apply for summer internships asap ;-; I feel like nobody is going to want me