The Thread of More True Honesty.

I am terribly out of shape.
I hate a lot of people just to hate them.
I have several crushes that will never be more than that.
I despise tiny dogs.

I lick the back of my throat and attempt to assess the mucus on the tip of my tongue to see how healthy or unhealthy it is.

Actually quite social anywhere when in a good mood (not often at all), despite the impressions my adolescent whining on here in the past may or may not have given off.

I hate a lot of people just to hate them.

ditto

Oh, and :


I lied when I said I was the best in Japanese in my high school JP classes. In fact, I was the worst. I've just been trying to find things to make myself feel better about. I'm also very terrible at playing music, although I excelled in band class (as a trumpet player). I taught myself how to play piano when I was five and I've played it every year since then and I still suck terribly at it (though I've never taken lessons).

In all honesty, I have absolutely nothing to be proud of myself over (except only one thing, but that's not something I can exactly state on these forums, especially with the new rules in play).

Well, at least you're brave enough to sign up in the military.

Or am I thinking of someone else?


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I don't actually stalk Shawn Johnson anymore. I kind of stopped when I got banned from that fan site a few years back. Never Googled her name again.

I enjoy spending my Saturday nights playing 2D game and watching Chinese cartoons.

I'm constantly afraid of people judging me despite the fact that I live by the phrase that the only person who has to approve of you is yourself.

I hate dissecting cadavers.

Oh, and :


I lied when I said I was the best in Japanese in my high school JP classes. In fact, I was the worst. I've just been trying to find things to make myself feel better about. I'm also very terrible at playing music, although I excelled in band class (as a trumpet player). I taught myself how to play piano when I was five and I've played it every year since then and I still suck terribly at it (though I've never taken lessons).

In all honesty, I have absolutely nothing to be proud of myself over (except only one thing, but that's not something I can exactly state on these forums, especially with the new rules in play).

We all lie online... I was girl in maple for like 6months.

I have uhh.. terrible skin.

I hide wayyy too much about myself and most people don't know me very well because of that.

I play Furcadia from time to time.

I'm so impatient and annoying.

I have no real friends anymore. I think I worry so much about the longevity of potential relationships that I scare myself into not having them. I'm often lonely.

I never feel comfortable in social occasions.
I'm not a fan of introducing myself to people during class time, happens a lot at the start of every semester.
Most of all, I absolutely hate anyone who says "it's not you, it's me".
The words still haunt me to this day. (loldramaqueen)
To be honest it's more of a hate for people who sugar coat the things they say.
I'd rather hear the truth.
If I say much more it'd end up in the Angry Dome.

I'm clingy, and it makes me depressed constantly. I know there are beautiful sides to my life, but at times, I just want to stop feeling like this, at all costs.

It's hard for me to open up to new people, be it in real life or online.

I f`ucking love romantic comedies.

I enjoy watching Desperate Housewives and Cougar Town. And I used to have 18 cats.

I fucking love my life.

I f`ucking love romantic comedies.

This.