My Life Is [A Never-Ending Story]

Also, is that Shion/Mion by any chance? Or is it someone that I've never heard of.

Most likely someone you've never heard of. lol It's Saya from Saya no Uta, one of my favorite VNs.

How was the wedding?

Alright, I guess. Simple and to the point, without much BLAH BLAH and other crap. I mainly went because one my best friends was a groomsman. It was the wedding of a guy I knew from HS (graduating class a year ahead of me). It was actually the second wedding I've been to this Summer. The first was a girl's from my graduating class. Yay young marriages!

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Glad to see more awesome contributions! I'm going to try posting the next entry after the 2x exp tomorrow, and I already have a pretty good idea how the discussion with the voices is going to go now. I appreciate it guys.

[x] Felix. This is no time to lose your cool and do something reckless. Calm down. Breathe. Think. Right now there is nobody you can count on but yourself.

See if there are any clues on Melanie's phone.

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JESUS CHRIST, KYLE, YOU FREAKIN' SCARED ME AWAY FROM THIS THREAD. Haha. Showed me just how much I take your writing for granted. It's hard trying to point Felix in a certain direction without flat out telling him "HEY YOU, NICHOLAS IS GOING ON A RAMPAGE, IMPORTANT STUFF IS GOING ON, GAAAAAAAAH." I wrote something short because I didn't see anyone else bring up Melanie's phone as a possible source for clues and I didn't feel I had anything else of significance to contribute... I mean most likely there's nothing on it, but it doesn't hurt to check anyway, right?

[x] Listen... seeing that you do not want us in your head, we will see how well you fair without us. For a short period of time, we will bite out tongues and just observe what you do. You will be alone, but when you really need us, we shall return. Before we go, we shall leave you with something to think about, analyze the situation and think carefully about everything you have seen and done.

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Meh. Just wrote this for the hell of it.

I'm going to try posting the next entry after the 2x exp tomorrow, and I already have a pretty good idea how the discussion with the voices is going to go now. I appreciate it guys.

Needs more

I just read through this thread for the first time.....I think I spent a good few hours. And seriously, the thoughts going on in my head would just be too much to depict, even through insane usage of Caps Lock. I have to say, though, this is one of the best stories I've read, ever. You're freaking amazing. (Also the people who contributed through being the voices.)

[spoiler=I'll try to compile my feelings right now about this whole thing.]
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Okay, jeez. First thing I would do is look on her cellphone for any clues. Yes, there has to be a clue on there. Secondly call the FBI. Sh'it already hit the fan, no harm in doing so. Thirdly stop raging, it won't get you anywhere.

Felix needs to take action! (Don't forget about poor Felix Kyle. :< )

What the hell Felix. You lie to me. You said updates were coming. You can't just leave us hanging like this, after we gave such detailed input!

Don't make me come stalk you now, because I will... as soon as I get off work.

I has the pitchforks.

I has the torches.

I have his kitties :3

And I have the tracking device!

I have Boss Kitty tied up in my basement.

I have Boss Kitty tied up in my basement.

I brought the Bacon.

Entry 83. June 20, 2009.

"Felix, you must listen. We understand the pain our decisions have caused you. This was not our desire..."

"That is such a load of sh'it. You stupid voices! 'We'? What the hell are you anyway? Why me? WHY?"

"The why is not important, Felix. Calm yourself, or we will enforce it. 'We' are a collective of thoughts. 'We' are not a person or persons. 'We' are you, Felix. Your mind. Instead of treating us like a curse or outsiders, why not embrace us? There is no need for conflict."

"What's with this... You've never talked to me like this before. It's always DO THIS, DO THAT! You don't care about me! Don't feed me that crap! And you are NOT me!"

"Felix, we will not ask again. Calm yourself. This isn't the time or place for anger."

"WOW, real easy for you to say! GOD JUST SHUT UP!"

"Calm yourself."

Felix attempts to yell again but finds himself unable to. Realizing what's happening, he tries to punch the wall. Again his body doesn't listen. He falls to the ground once more, in total submission.

"Just leave me alone..."

"Melanie is gone. You must accept that for now. But we will find her, together."

"How can you be sure? My parents are lunatics... For all I know she's already dead..."

"No, Melanie is important to you. Rose knows that. She will not harm Melanie. She is using her to get to you. Perhaps even to lure you into something else."

"Why do you even care..."

"Felix you must stop that. You are your own person, and we would never try to change that. However, we are a part of you. You must come to accept that. You care for Melanie, and so do we."

"This is so messed up. I'm actually talking to myself... Why? Why are you having a conversation with me? Why were you always so quiet before? What's with the drastic personality changes?"

"We are talking to you now because it is of the utmost importance. We were losing you. You have to remain strong. This is not the time to give up. Your parents are planning something. You can't sit on the sidelines and watch it unfold. Be strong. Stop them. Fight."

"Pep talk... I know I can't quit. I know they're up to something terrible! But it's hard... It's so hard... I can't lose Melanie. She's all I have..."

"And you won't lose her. We promise."

"If I'm to trust you, then you need to answer the other question. You've changed. I remember the person you made me into before... I remember your dark nature. Your tyrannical control. Why... Why the change? It didn't happen long ago."

"Felix, we are afraid we do not have the time to fully explain such a complex matter. Just be warned that we are not the only voices, as you so call us, in your mind. We are merely in control. You must not give in to anger, for that is what they are born from."

"What... They? There are other voices?"

"Yes. Unlike us, they were born from a dark time in your life. We're sure they want nothing more than reclaim possession of your mind... Don't fall victim to strong emotions. Don't give in to any tricks they may play in your sleep."

"Your decisions don't always seem that great either... Hey wait. My sleep? You don't mean...?"

"We are no more perfect than you. Enough of them now, though, Felix. You must stand up. Time is wasting."

"Where do I start? I lost them. I have nothing..."

"You can only say you have nothing once you remove all possibilities. You are forgetting you found Melanie's phone. Check it. And remember, we are always with you, Felix."

Chad stands up and turns the television off. "That truly was marvelous, Nicholas. You were a good friend. I just wish I was able to see your grand finale," he thinks, as he begins tidying up the room. He cleans up in the bathroom, changes clothes and packs up his things again. "But I'm afraid I can't keep sitting around watching. Now I need to find him before it's too late," he says, stepping out of the hotel room.

The cameraman stands frozen in horror, his eyes stuck to Nicholas' blood-covered face. "Don't be afraid. I won't kill you, as long as you don't do anything stupid," Nicholas assures him. He turns and faces the camera again to address the public. "In time, you will learn the brutal murder I just committed was fully justified. Don't let your worthless feelings for this man cloud your judgment," he states, hate burning in his eyes. "I was already a wanted man. You could say I'm already dead. Yes, I am already dead. There is no longer any place for me. I have delivered my message, and now it's time to conclude the show..." Nicholas whispers, almost talking to himself. He pulls off his shirt, revealing the vest of explosives.

"JESUS CHRIST!" the chief yells. At the sight of the bombs strapped to Nicholas, everyone immediately starts to run away from the mall. "We have to get out of here too! We're far too close! He's wearing some heavy stuff!" the FBI agent yells. The police try to remain calm in the chaos, but their instincts are telling them to run just like everyone else. "He's gonna blow us all to hell! HE'S TAKING US DOWN WITH HIM!" one of the officers yells. "Not on my watch he ain't!" the chief shouts, taking out his gun.

"Turn off the camera now," Nicholas says. The cameraman quickly obeys. "Thanks for your help. Now get out of here," he tells him. The cameraman doesn't even think twice before running out of the store. Nicholas walks over to one of the mirrors by a dressing room and stares at himself. Oscar's blood covers most of his face. "Disgusting..." he thinks, wiping some of it off. "Well, Chad," he says to his reflection, "I guess this is it. I hope I lived up to your expectations until the very end. I'll never forget what you did for me... I hope I was able to help your dream come true..." Just as Nicholas is about to shed a tear, a loud voice stops him. "HOLD IT RIGHT THERE, NICHOLAS. MOVE, AND YOU DIE!" the chief roars, pointing his gun at him. "I thought this is what it would take to finally trigger your bravado, Chief," Nicholas laughs. "I'll kill you, Nick. I swear to God I'll kill you!" the chief threatens. Nicholas turns to face him and looks the chief in the eyes. "Did you get my present?" he asks. "Damn right I did. What the hell is it?" the chief responds, tense. "I trust you to find out," Nicholas says, casually moving closer. "I SAID HOLD IT RIGHT THERE! MOVE ANY CLOSER AND YOU'RE DEAD! I'M NOT JOKING NICK!" the chief yells. Nicholas sighs, "Then I suppose...I have no choice but to end it right here." He pulls the detonator out of his pocket. "Goodby-" Nicholas falls to the ground, unable to finish his sentence, a fresh bullet hole in his forehead. The chief walks over to him and kicks the detonator away. "Dammit Nick...why'd it have to be like this..."

"Huh, what's this?" Felix says, noticing there's one new picture on Melanie's phone. When Melanie was being carried away, her phone fell out of her pocket and accidentally took a picture upon hitting the ground. Felix examines the picture and can't make much sense of it. "Damn... Got my hopes up. I thought this might be a clue..." he curses. However, just before he is about to give up, he notices something in the corner of the picture: a person's shoe. He stares at the photo in disbelief. "There's only one person I know who would ever wear a shoe this flamboyant... But, no. It can't be. Why would she be here..." Felix wonders, unable to accept the truth. He takes off running in a sprint around the large building, his focus now on regrouping with Roberta and Selest as quickly as possible.

"Roberta, for crying out loud. We can't wait any longer! He's been gone too long!" Selest protests. "I'm worried too...but what can we do?" Roberta asks, beginning to relent. Before Selest has the chance to reveal any crazy plan, Felix appears around the corner, racing towards the car. He gets in the back, completely out of breath. "Wow we were getting really worried Felix... Are you okay?" Roberta asks. "Ha...uh..." Felix tries to respond but just nods instead. "Well did you find anything? What on earth were you doing?" Selest questions. Felix hands Roberta the cellphone and shows them the picture. "I know that shoe. It's not much...ha... But I know that shoe!" he says, finally. "Clarissa. She owns the coffee shop in Gledenberg... She used to be our teacher. It has to be her. I know it," he says, certain, but confused. "Then let's go get her!" Selest exclaims. "I wish it was that easy. This city is huge; they could be anywhere by now. We can't just drive around and hope to get lucky," Felix says, giving her a dirty look. "Then what next?" Roberta asks.

[] Give Clarissa's cellphone a try.
[] Go back to Roberta's and leave the girls behind before doing anything else.
[] Question Selest about the incident inside.

What are the voices inside Felix's head suggesting he do?

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First off, apologies again for the long wait. I made several attempts to write this entry, and I just ended up with no words coming out. I dunno. Kind of lost spirit for a while. Then I just stopped doing ANYTHING for a few days...so I decided I might as well go back to MS, which obviously didn't help. But excuses, excuses. Who cares! An awesome person helped revive my spirit and here I am once more.

Don't take it at all personally if I didn't take anything/any of the vibes from your contribution. I appreciate everyone who posted a great deal. Thank you. <3 For the most part, I took the majority vibe I was getting from the posts (wanting to help Felix, sorry for past decisions, telling him to keep fighting, focus, etc etc) and turned it into a conversation. I took a few other things I liked and added them in as well. For the action part, I liked the phone idea best, so I went with that.

The Nick arc is officially over now, but it's not the last we'll hear about him. He's no longer a player, but a bit more about him will come into play later. We're drawing much closer to the ending. The focus is going to be on the main players more and more. One (at least) more new character is going to be revealed. And of course many twists and turns lie ahead.

Have fun, and I hope you enjoy.

"If I'm to trust you, then you need to answer the other question. You've changed. I remember the person you made me into before... I remember your dark nature. Your tyrannical control. Why... Why the change? It didn't happen long ago."

"Felix, we are afraid we do not have the time to fully explain such a complex matter. Just be warned that we are not the only voices, as you so call us, in your mind. We are merely in control. You must not give in to anger, for that is what they are born from."

"What... They? There are other voices?"

"Yes. Unlike us, they were born from a dark time in your life. We're sure they want nothing more than reclaim possession of your mind... Don't fall victim to strong emotions. Don't give in to any tricks they may play in your sleep."

"Your decisions don't always seem that great either... Hey wait. My sleep? You don't mean...?"

Oh, so that's what caused those recurring nightmares.



[x] Question Selest about the incident inside.

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Bawww, I really wanted Nick to blow up the mall.

[] Give Clarissa's cellphone a try.

YAY!

Good to finally have you back! Hmm... we aren't the only voices? :f6: I don't like the sound of these other voices. I hope they aren't the same ones that drove Chad insane... though I wouldn't doubt it for a second.

Oh, so that's what caused those recurring nightmares.

It also seems to me the "dark" voices have been trying to push Felix away from Melanie; first when Rose left and Felix began ignoring Melanie, and now subconsciously in his sleep. Maybe she's more important in this whole mess than we imagine?

Hopefully I will have something more to contribute in the morning... planning on rereading all the entries again to refresh my memory, but right now I'm just too tired.

Again, so good to have you back Kyle!

[x] Give Clarissa's cellphone a try.

Evil voices? oh snap. Glad you're back to writing Kyle!

Give Clarissa's cellphone a try.

[puce ] Question Selest about the incident inside.

Glad to see you back and writing, Felix.

Also, do want fight between us and bad guy voices.