Is there a word for this feeling?

[color="#cc8899"]I personally only feel this way when really depressed or angry.

Physically, it feels like walls of pressure on all sides of your head.
Mentally, it feels like anything you think is just...wrong.
Emotionally, it's like being bombarded by every emotion at the same time, shifting before you can even recognize which one you are feeling at that moment.

The only way I have ever been able to get rid of this kind of feeling is to grab the nearest artistic medium and just start randomly putting together...something. Somehow not thinking and just doing (despite that being what got me into the state I am in right now where I am feeling this) manages to cure it. I don't think I want to though, I deserve it. Anyways, is there a word for this, or is it just...brokenminded?[/COLOR]

using the best of my empathy senses (lol, empathy senses, we dont have those you idiot) and my literary knowledge, id say...

Downtrodden.

i could go on deeper, but thats the best that comes to mind 'don.

Guilt. Love tends to exaggerate emotions, in my opinion. Brights become brighter, darks become darker.

"guilt"

grabbing a girls chest is never wrong for a guy, we are just animals of carnal desires. xP

on a more serious note, nice way of relieving those emotions bread. i tend to make myself so miserable i could just off myself, just to get into the right state of mind for some of the things ive written/write.