Looking at the work of artists who are at a level between where I am and where I want to be is making me realize how much harder I need to work, and how little I have up til the past 2 weeks...
I mean I've put out more still life paintings in 2 weeks than I have for the past 20 months since I've started. Thats f'uckin bullsh'it. If I had just started earlier I would be much stronger.
So I've made a document setting out short/mid/long term goals. A timeline of study material to run through and even a hitlist of artists whose level I have to reach in a certain field by a certain time.
The bar in my signature shows to scale how far along I am in my Optometry course. I wouldn't mind working as an optometrist but if I can at least get to a professional level by the time that bar fills up I'll have reached my goals. I have...50 months as of now.
I remember setting a goal of 1000 heads earlier in this thread. I've no doubt reached it but it was overly ambitious and sloppy. My plans right now are even more stupidly ambitious but much tighter. I'll finish off the anatomy videos I've been halfheartedly watching and restart perspective tomorrow.
I have no illusions as to how undisciplined I am though... That's going to be the first and hardest obstacle.