How was your day?

Fixed my PS3 controller for reals this time! Though I also broke the controller reset button off in the process but I never had to use it to begin with so it's all good. Now I just need Amazon to ship me Kingdom Hearts 2.5 and then I'll be really happy! (Side note, I am a bit annoyed that my game hasn't even shipped yet. I bought it in October, and it should have shipped yesterday, but still nothing :\ )

Almost bought nx so I went onto maple, exploded my main weapon and then uninstalled

freeeedoooom

illprobablybebackeventually

Ended up caving, buying nx anyway and then spending 4hours + a day on it over the past few days goddamnit. I felt so guilty over not spending more time drawing or working out or with my dog or learning cooking or anything but I kept going zzz. I just couldnt balance it with the rest of my life.

Uninstalled again today, blocked the site too. What finally convinced me was some artist who I was secretly mirin' commenting in my other sketchbook thread with encouragement T^T

All money saved from work is going to go to a new pc now. Gonna have to upgrade to something more than a potato if I want to run photoshop and paint in it effectively.

Just got off the phone with an 80 year old woman regarding her audit. Made a good 90k from her at home business......making dildos.

Started work on my senior thesis: Modeling reflection of a trinary star system with a Bayesian analysis

I noticed that every time I post about seeing/talking someone on SP, it always goes bad soon after. If it happens again, I'm so done with posting about potentials. But yes. Kinda sorta talking to someone now??

I noticed that every time I post about seeing/talking someone on SP, it always goes bad soon after. If it happens again, I'm so done with posting about potentials. But yes. Kinda sorta talking to someone now??

I learned to let go of things like that. Just go out and talk to people and don't worry about relationships. If one comes, okay. If not, that's fine too. You just focus on being you and what makes you happy.

Feeling ma feels tonight all of a sudden. Physics lab final tomorrow and three tests next Tuesday. The end is nearing I just have to get through these last chunks, scrambling to plan my move to Austin and make it happen.

I miss you guys!

Watched Guardians of the Galaxy. It wasn't nearly as good as all the hype I had heard suggested, I just couldn't get into it at all, especially since the friendship between the characters seemed so forced and the film tried way too hard to be funny during serious moments, to the point of it being a bit pretentious.

I do however finally get why people have been talking about Chris Pratt so much. *fans self*

Credit/Debit system crashed today at work, what a perfect day for it to happen. Also, one of my cashiers walked out on me after I administered a write up on attendance issues. Lastly, I just got home around 1:30AM because I was in the store all damn day trying to get it semi decent but to no avail it's still a big fucking mess.

#overit

Random thought about the languages I know. I understand Spanish and Tagalog at the same level (near fluent), but I can only speak Spanish conversationally. I'm fluent in English and nearly fluent in Tagalog. I know basic French and Korean.

I'm considering picking up Mandarin or something.

Dreading the next 11 days.

Last exam Tuesday. Not really worried about it. Still kinda antsy checking the grades pages for my various classes as stuff sloooooooooooowly trickles in.

I also got a 100% in my elective class. Like that's my final grade in the course. It was super easy though, so I can't take much pride in that, but it'll still be an interesting conversation piece that I can bring up.

Credit/Debit system crashed today at work, what a perfect day for it to happen. Also, one of my cashiers walked out on me after I administered a write up on attendance issues. Lastly, I just got home around 1:30AM because I was in the store all damn day trying to get it semi decent but to no avail it's still a big pineappleing mess.

#overit

It was an annoying day for sure. Even with 5 cashiers, we had lines back the store at my location.


Went to sleep sick last night and work up better this morning, but extremely sore from tossing around all night. Also had one hellova mind pineapple dream during it all. Luckily I dont work tomorrow so I'll just sleep it off.

Also, I'm getting 40 hours this week! It's gonna be a nice paycheck for Christmas.

I hate everything right now. I feel so unhappy and a bunch of things just pisses me off or annoys me for no reason. I'm getting tired, I don't feel like keeping up my happy face anymore. The Winter Break needs to come by fast or I'm going to explode from stress.

Still lonely as hell but still lazy as hell to go meet new people to find a date.

I'm still happy with work. People who have been there since the beginning, 4 months more than me, say they same. I hope my happiness last a good while and I don't get bored of it any time soon, which I doubt. It's just too easy, kind of fun and people at work make it better when you're kinda stressed.

Other than that I've been doing little. Work in the afternoon-night makes it hard to see family or meet friends so I've been pretty much playing games and watching stuff during free time.

It's snowing!

It's snowing!

Why do you sound excited abotu that you masochistic bastard, snow is the worse thing since fucking north korea

Why do you sound excited abotu that you masochistic bastard, snow is the worse thing since pineappleing north korea

Cause it's pretty.

Asked my Russian string theorist professor to write me a letter of recommendation -- says I have one of the most impressive resumes he's ever seen. Day. F'ucking. Made.
(I made sure to put 2m2m noclown Dorothy solo on there, I'm positive that's what caught his eye)


Hopefully that makes up for my shitty GRE scores lol