How was your day?

After a long day that consisted of a Physics test on Thermodynamics, which me and my whole class had no idea what the hell was going on, ontop of class from 10AM to 8PM; I'm fighting the urge to invite a boy over. I have a faculty meeting tomorrow at 9 and then a Japanese test at 11. MUST BE RESPONSIBLEEEEEe.

I had a dream last night that I was swing dancing with Barack Obama at a frat party.

My dreams are weird.

yeeee boy

After a long day that consisted of a Physics test on Thermodynamics, which me and my whole class had no idea what the hell was going on

YOU AREN'T ALONE

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Physics GRE's consist of mostly... things I haven't learned yet I'm on my 4th practice test, studying the detailed solutions.. I've actually tripled the amount of questions I was getting right. First test was ~10/100 though sooooooooooooo
pls physics gods give me the knowledge of 1000 einstein's for the real exam tomorrow

The person who seemed to dislike me ever since I started my job decided to go up to me and ask "how do you even get by doing the bare minimum here?"

 Spoiler

I didn't know the bare minimum was taking out all the merchandise we had today and presenting it neatly along with everything else on the sales floor counted as the bare minimum

Just saw Moby at Starbucks in hollywood.

Edit just got invited to the Wutang Clan after party. Say whaaaaa!

The person who seemed to dislike me ever since I started my job decided to go up to me and ask "how do you even get by doing the bare minimum here?"

 Spoiler

I didn't know the bare minimum was taking out all the merchandise we had today and presenting it neatly along with everything else on the sales floor counted as the bare minimum

I hate people like that. There's a girl like that in work and she's bad mouthed everyone because she has this holier than thou attitude and she treats people as if we owed her something, so annoying. At least everyone else is friendly and gets along with each other just fine.

Been feeling kinda sick lately. Today I had fever in the morning and slept a couple hours, which made me dream the strangest things. I gotta go to a doctor soon.

Whats worse than failing even when you tried your best, is being told "you didnt even try". I need a break from people.

Got a call from the place I had an interview at recently.

Apparently the individual they hired quit on the spot today because they're moving to new brunswick or something.
The guy said they're basically screwed and they'd be willing to work with my class schedule now.
First day is Tuesday.

Yay employment

There's a new cinema opening next month about 15 minutes away from my new house, and they posted on Twitter that they're recruiting, so I'm going to apply! It'd be really nice to get a job there, it's a kind of art house type place so it'll be really calm and classy rather than full of children and teenagers. I rewrote my CV this afternoon in preparation for that. Being a film student may actually pay off for something like this!

I finally finished one of my projects!
It was a tiny one, but I still finished it!

Now to see if I can finish that one about poker statistics...
And the mobile application one...
And the angularJS one...

Things are okay, nothing too much out of the ordinary, at least this week is better and not feeling as sick as last week.

when you're at work, just minding your own business, sulking while washing tray after tray after tray after tray, thinking of all sorts of things that needn't be thought of, and all of a sudden you yell at your co-workers with rage enough to scare them, and the people outside turning in their trays, causing them to ignore you for the rest of the day..
Every day my mental health just gets worse. But hey! At least now I got tarot cards to hopefully get better? i have no fxcking clue what i'm doing really.
it is tiring though how everyone has an opinion and concern about my lovelife, and the lack thereof. It's hilarious hoe everyone says the same thing, whether it be jersey, norfolk, or japan. humans are fascinatingly stupid.

My day has barely started and I've already gotten my daily dose of awareness for how unattractive I am to the opposite sex. Thanks, people. I feel more confident now...

Yesterday was interesting to say the least.

My friend's birthday was on Friday, and we went to Disneyland yesterday for it. His friends that work for Marvel are able to get people in for free, so we had it planned to get three people in (which was that max from what we had heard), one of which was supposed to be my coworker I am crushing on.

So, starts off with my coworker not being able to make it because she was sick. Then when we got there, we had to wait a few hours for his friends to show up to get those without passes in, and it turned out that they could only get two people in because they (being married) could only get two people in for free when they both go. Luckily, one person in our group was buying a pass soon anyways, so she just bit the bullet. From there, the day was good until we had to leave California Adventure. One couple in our group had been drinking, and both of them were drunk, with the guy being completely gone. It got to the point that he was literally fighting us to run away because he thought he was okay to drive. We got asked to leave by security while we were between the two parks, so my friends and I had to leave Disneyland a few hours early to drive the drunk couple home. Got home by 2 AM, and up for work by 8 AM. WOOOOO!

Tl;dr - Don't go to Disneyland and get drunk.

Got driving privileges in Quebec today. All I had to do was give up the license I got in Ohio, which I've had since I was 17 and I worked really hard to get it. I felt that it was just cheaper and easier than flying back home to renew my license since it was gonna expire on my 21st birthday which is in the middle of midterm season. I got a piece of paper as a temporary license until I get the actual one in the mail in 5 to 10 days.

Now the only piece of American identification I have on me is my passport. Makes me feel kinda sad, and homesick. I feel less and less American with each passing day.

Also, I have 5 assignments due in the next week, so pineapple me.

I hate hardware classes.

During lab this afternoon, my partner and I spent about 2 hours trying to find and squash this bug. Even with the help of three TAs we couldn't find it in like the 50 lines of code. So we probably got like around a 25% on it.

...and of course during office hours 15 minutes later, I asked a different TA who fixed it in like 5 minutes. Hell I even *knew* that bug existed but I thought it was more of a feature of Verilog than anything. It wasn't even a problem with our logic, just some stupid syntax thing.

And right now for the lab last week, my partner, about ~2 hours before the due deadline, says my lab report which I spent about half a Sunday making was entirely too undetailed and she said she's basically rewriting it. I thought I hit all the points on the rubric and guidelines but apparently not since the draft I see her pumping out is like a work of art.

I guess both of these situations are entirely my fault and are due to my inadequacies and terribleness, but that doesn't make the situation any better because I spent so much time doing these assignments for the class. Hell, I volunteered during the entire postlab for Situation #2 since my partner contributed quite a lot more than me during the actual lab session.

pineapple.

jessica was let go from girls generation. I literally want to kill myself.


WHY. Had no sleep, so busy with work, so many drawings to do, and in the middle i find out Jessica WAS LET GO. WHAT. NO

CAN'T

I hate the number 8.

I have no clue what happened but I had a really good day today. I patched things up with a friend early morning over aa fight we had a few weeks ago and kind of as an added bonus, she totally understood why I was mad at her and didn't put any blame on me

Then I got to talk to the girl I like so much and I feel myself getting much closer to her now.

Later that morning, I wrote a quiz that I feel like I nearly ace'd.

And then to top it all off, it was a short day for me Life is good... at least, for today.