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gaga tomorrow, am too hype to see her

Last day of the billing period, tomorrow I can go on YouTube and stuff again without worrying about running the risk of going over my bandwidth cap and paying... OVERAGE CHARGES

That feeling when you are 21 and you look young compared to some 16-18 year olds.
Seriously, I walked past 2 high school age guys yesterday and they were both taller than me.

I mean I guess some people find short guys cute, but eh. You get a skewed view from down below.

It doesn't help that I have a youthful face either, I have the height and face of someone in high school.

So, I joined OkCupid a few days ago, I'm not sure why, I guess I'm feeling a bit lonely as of late. I feel completely cynical towards the site, but the questions are sure fun to answer.

Gathered a few friends together during lunch to help me gather up some courage to message this guy, he looked at my profile (which was, at that point, blank) but didn't reply.

Somewhat sad. I don't generally take rejection all that well. Honestly, I don't even know why I'm trying, given that if things go south, I'll probably end up really depressed and inactive and sluggish for a pretty long time... again, and things are finally at a place where I can be happy. But, then again, while things are great, I'll be even more happy.

Sigh, weighing my options.

It doesn't help that I have a youthful face either, I have the height and face of someone in high school.

I went to the dentist last summer and the dental hygienist thought I was 14, it was sad.

So, I joined OkCupid a few days ago, I'm not sure why, I guess I'm feeling a bit lonely as of late. I feel completely cynical towards the site, but the questions are sure fun to answer.

Gathered a few friends together during lunch to help me gather up some courage to message this guy, he looked at my profile (which was, at that point, blank) but didn't reply.

Somewhat sad. I don't generally take rejection all that well. Honestly, I don't even know why I'm trying, given that if things go south, I'll probably end up really depressed and inactive and sluggish for a pretty long time... again, and things are finally at a place where I can be happy. But, then again, while things are great, I'll be even more happy.

Sigh, weighing my options.

The rejection made sense though if your profile is blank. I'm not sure i'd reply to a person who's profile tells me nothing about them.

I've had periods where I've felt lonely and tried setting up an account on sites like that. It gives me a nice ego boost for about 2 weeks before I realize that I still have my whole life to find love. I'd rather be blindsided by it than actively try and seek it out, it takes some of the magic away I guess. Then I go back to being perfectly happy on my own and the thought doesn't cross my mind for maybe another 4 or 5 months. It can be good to get it out of your system sometimes.

Just don't take it too seriously, have fun with it

I went to the dentist last summer and the dental hygienist thought I was 14, it was sad.

On the second day at my new job the guy I was working with asked "So, have you just left school... or..?" and I was like "I finished school 5 years ago". He literally thought I was 16. I also got asked for ID to watch a 16 film when I was 17/18.

So, I joined OkCupid a few days ago, I'm not sure why, I guess I'm feeling a bit lonely as of late. I feel completely cynical towards the site, but the questions are sure fun to answer.

Gathered a few friends together during lunch to help me gather up some courage to message this guy, he looked at my profile (which was, at that point, blank) but didn't reply.

Somewhat sad. I don't generally take rejection all that well. Honestly, I don't even know why I'm trying, given that if things go south, I'll probably end up really depressed and inactive and sluggish for a pretty long time... again, and things are finally at a place where I can be happy. But, then again, while things are great, I'll be even more happy.

Sigh, weighing my options.

Used to do that, though i'm straight so it's way different but that happens a LOOOOT. That's like 99% of interaction on the internet. I never met anyone in person although i almost did. If anything dating sites makes your fear and acceptance of rejection sooo much easier so keep at it for that at least.

So, I joined OkCupid a few days ago, I'm not sure why, I guess I'm feeling a bit lonely as of late. I feel completely cynical towards the site, but the questions are sure fun to answer.

Gathered a few friends together during lunch to help me gather up some courage to message this guy, he looked at my profile (which was, at that point, blank) but didn't reply.

Somewhat sad. I don't generally take rejection all that well. Honestly, I don't even know why I'm trying, given that if things go south, I'll probably end up really depressed and inactive and sluggish for a pretty long time... again, and things are finally at a place where I can be happy. But, then again, while things are great, I'll be even more happy.

Sigh, weighing my options.



I went to the dentist last summer and the dental hygienist thought I was 14, it was sad.

As others have said, it happens a lot, and having a blank profile doesnt help. With my profile, I had it all filled out, lots of questions answered and everything, and I would message about 3 to 5 different girls a week. Rarely, and I mean RARELY, 1 of those girls would reply. I had more luck on Plenty of Fish, but the people on OkCupid seemed better to me overall (though I met my girlfriend through Plenty of Fish ). Just keep it up and things will work out.



I am applying for an internship at Disney

my day went like this

I got my grades for my last semester of my college: 1 A, 3 A-'s, and 1 B.

Sooooo close to straight A's D: Oh well, I'll take it haha.

Decided it's time to start losing weight again. I previously lost 45kg/99lbs (120kg to 75kg) which was done without doing a single bit of exercise but this time I will be lifting.. I just have to get over my anxiety to enter the damn gym.

Sick & coughing up a storm. When will it end. It's been a while since I've lurked around here, currently just making my way through 'new posts' before forcing myself to sleep.

Decided it's time to start losing weight again. I previously lost 45kg/99lbs (120kg to 75kg) which was done without doing a single bit of exercise but this time I will be lifting.. I just have to get over my anxiety to enter the damn gym.

Damnnn, great job - buuut how o-o

Sick & coughing up a storm. When will it end.

Hope you get better!

I almost wish I'd just get sick properly so I can get over it ): I'm stuck in this middle ground of sneezing my guts out and coughing like there's no tomorrow...

My day's been pretty great. I had cauliflower for dinner and I ate a mandarin.

Went to meet the uncle and aunt of the girl I'm currently going out with this Saturday. Talking to her family was natural enough, that's something I'm usually good at.
After her relatives went to bed we stayed on the couch kissing and stuff and it all felt incredibly right and natural, we didn't even have to talk to feel sure of how much we could advance on each other. Went to about 2.5th base and it's only the 3rd time we are going out together.

Seems like this is getting pretty serious, pretty fast. We are going out again on Wednesday.

Took a practice general GRE (skipped essays because pineapple that) with close to no studying -

Verbal Reasoning: 24/40 ()
Quantitative Analysis: 35/40


There's work to be done! Not taking them for at least two more months, so I have plenty of time to improve.

My friend had a busted online relationship, essentially the guy wasn't entirely fond of settling down. She got upset and missed her flight....at dulles airport. I haven't heard from this friend in almost 8 months, I've known her since like..2006 back when I played in Bera. Apparently shes been going through a lot this past year and this was just the straw on the camels back. So I went to go pick her up with no hesitation, although it's an hour going both ways. This was at like 11, so I didn't get home until 1am. To top it off there were no flights besides a cheaper one in BWI (airport that's 20 minutes away), which was a nonstop flight, at 6am x.x. So I ended up comforting her for like 4 hours only to drive her to the BWI airport where she really was grateful, but now I have training for a brand new program I will be handling at work for the entire day, today. What a f`ucking bad day for all this to happen. I don't even think red bull can save me now .

I finished The Maze Runner and now I want to read the second book but I am still extremely confused as to what just happened at the end of the first book.

Hm, before going to work I cleaned out my desk drawers, and... invoices from from 2010, manuals of long-gone equipment, and a whole lot of other papers... At least the recycling box is now nice and fat, also the shredder was happy with lots of feeding too.

Love the organised places now though.

Both jobs I've had so far have been pretty dangerous, with sharp pieces of metal, saws, heavy machinery, knives and all sorts of dangerous stuff. and the thing is, I never hurt myself on those things, oh no. I always manage to cut myself on the most mundane of things, like cardboard, door handles, and today I managed to cut the back of my thumb on a tiny metal disk thing that was part of the design of my jeans.

I just.. how? seriously.

Didnt get the first job that I applied for :\ I WILL PERSIST AND EXPAND MY SEARCH!!!

I hadn't barfed for a solid 10 years, but today I legit barfed so much blood came out.
Feeling like the pills these doctors give me only make sht worse...