How was your day?

Embrace the filth, your inner child craves the dirt

I didn't even realize how dirty I was. I got home and looked in the mirror, and my face was completely black. I'm surprised I didn't get arrested for using blackface. It explains the weird looks I was getting on the way home.

Never has a shower been so satisfying though. Serious.

oh my goodness I'm 22 now.

Just found out one of my friends from high school has died. She added me on facebook just a few days ago (I hardly ever go on there), I accepted her request and remember what a funny person she was.

Then I log onto my facebook today and see people saying she'd died yesterday. I can't believe it. She had a blood clot in her lung and had a heart attack at the age of 20. It's just shocking.

We weren't like best friends or anything, but every time we talked we had a good laugh together. She was laughing ALL the time, I always made her laugh out loud just by pulling a funny face.

I don't know what to think really. 20 is so young for something like that, and so sudden too.

SHE GAVE ME HER NUMBER.


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Today someone tried to buy an iPhone with my PayPal account. ~_~ Good thing I get emails to my phone, instantly disputed. I'll dispute it with the credit card company when the transaction is posted.

Loving Seattle life

Bottled emotions slowly releasing themselves as a (moderately short yet back to back) deployment looms ahead.
pineapple yeah chronic depression.

SHE GAVE ME HER NUMBER.


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We should arrange double dates, haha.

Just got rejected by another university that I've applied to. 2/2 rejections.

Slowly training my way out of uncoordination for soccer in preperation for a school competition
Hopefully this'll be the start of a new passion, I've never really cottoned on to basketball (which all my friends play).

Oh the banter that goes on in a male dominated working class northern England workplace.

"You should watch you don't get touched up by this one, he likes touching guys. He's a homosexual. And he hangs around with asians and dickheads"

In my head i'm like "Go on...." because the guy in question is pretty darned cute and has been quite friendly with me so far, also he looks great in dirty overalls and has a rather feminine walk.
In reality though I just smiled and carried on working.

11 days until my first year of university is over. time where did you go???

time where did you go???

It keeps on slipping into the future, I guess.

Apparently Paypal never even allowed the transaction to go through according to the vendor.

Went to see X-men last night and holy amazeballs what a epic movie! The little touch at the end is the icing on the cake.

I highly recommend seeing this if you enjoyed First Class.

Started studying for the GRE's today and had a mini panic attack of how fast life my is moving

The CGI/battles were absolutely perfect. Godzilla was perfectly designed, even his mannerism to the origin of his creation. The only gripe I have about it is the family you essentially follow, but even then it's an absolute must see film in theaters.

[COLOR="#008000"]I get what you mean about the family. I enjoyed it more that I expected. My only issue was not enough Godzilla but I can see why they did it that way.
Thanks.


Today was full of surprises. Not sure what to make of them yet.[/COLOR]

Officially moved out of Housing. Its somewhat bittersweet, but it is definitely the end of an era.

In the morning, I have an interview with a hiring agency for a possible job opportunity (the position was most likely filled already because it was ~3 weeks ago and I am just now having free time, but yolo, interview experience). After that, I am cold applying for an assistant art director position with a health food company that is local to SoCal (Lassen's for the curious), which will be quite interesting if I get the position. I kinda wish they included past experience requirements so I could gauge my possibilities, but whatever.

And after all that, I go back to Housing, because I need to pick up a chair, and 2 things I forgot :\

Visited my grandma because it was her birthday about two weeks ago. I didn't really feel guilty about postponing the visit every day until yesterday when I actually saw her, she's changed a lot and has become more pleasant to spend the time with and talk with. My aunt was also there and she seemed to be in a good mood, which was also weird because she used to be bitchy about anything she could. I actually had fun spending time with them, even if it was just a couple hours. I accepted their invitation for lunch the other weekend. It's weird because I'm also enjoying the company of another aunt, his husband and my cousin. I don't know if it's me who has changed and has become more accepting of his own family or if it's them changing, but suddenly it doesn't feel like a terrible idea to spend time with my family.

First interview was okay, I was kinda miffed that the company is really just a temp agency (I thought it was at least a temp and hiring agency, but its more temp). The one at Lassens im kinda eh about as well. Just dropped the application off, but I didnt realize that the title was really "assistant to the art direct", where as there craigslist ad said "assistant art director". Anywho, we'll see how that goes then.

Back to the first one, I already got confirmed for an interview with the company, and I even more irked by it. The companies one and only review on GlassDoor doesnt make for a promising impression, but luckily, the review is from 2009, so we will see.

Lost both of my jobs....

Ever since I've been dealing with family drama, my work has suffered.
I didn't think that one of my supervisors would can me based on my absence way back in November, though.
As for the other...well, I just lost a lot of motivation to do things because my projects were essentially ripped apart by my supervisor.

Can't say I didn't deserve it. I take 100% ownership that it was my own fault. Maybe I took everything I had for granted.