How was your day?

uugghhh a bunch of colleagues already bought their tickets to stars dance and im still here deciding.. i'll look out for contests for abit

All my friends are too busy to go see anchorman 2 tonight . F`uckthemI'mseeingit

My right hand is cramped up due to taking 2 written final exams today.

Feeling like pomegranate. I'm getting sick and it hurts, just hoping my girl doesn't get sick as well

http://www.todayonline.com/entertainment...re-concert


wow this peach..........


/dayruined ;-;

Getting your eyes dilated at the doctor's office really messes with your near sighted vision. Everything is so blurry. X_X

Final papers don't write themselves so I'm getting started on it.

Yarrrrgh girl problems again.

Why do I have so many relationship issues? I must be terrible at this.

Gah I think I'm doing that thing again where I lead someone on and am oblivious until it's too late.

Yarrrrgh girl problems again.

Why do I have so many relationship issues? I must be terrible at this.

Depends on what's going on, it might not be your fault.

So I performed at the foreign student Christmas party with my classmates. We danced to genie. Then we were supposed to go to the club but me and the Thailand girl didn't go. I took a nap in one of my friends room. Woke up at 10:30pm. Went next door and got drunk with Mongolian Thailand and Malaysian girls... I woke up this morning and threw up bile. I want to stop drinking but the society forces me.

I was checking out my audit on the 19th, making sure I was on track to cover my gen eds and both majors, and I noticed my advanced physics lab covered the writing intensive gen ed, which is what I was planning on knocking off over this winter break through an online class -- which began today, the 20th.

So naturally I freaked out since I was already enrolled in a class that would be of no use to me.

Only other gen ed I need is Arts (lol), so I frantically looked for winter courses that satisfied that. I found a 100 level course, introduction to music - totally sounded super easy. So I tried enrolling and... 3rd on wait list @_@ so I figured no way I was getting in, since the class started in a few hours.. still e-mailed the professor asking for a permission number anyways.
All of the above was done at the Hospital during my infusion so I was a little loopy on meds and reallllllllly tired (stupid Benadryl)

So, seven minutes before the class starts, the professor e-mails back saying there isn't anything she can do unless three people drop out. I wake up today, trying to figure out if I'm even going to take a class over winter break since my only other options were 200 level latin american and carribean studies classes. Went to sign up for one of them a few hours ago and wham I was enrolled in the music course!

Easily made my day. Read over the syllabus; it's a ridiculously easy course compacted into ~one month and with it I will be DONE with my gen eds and ready to graduate next year

Setup the christmas tree and realized I only had enough fake "branches" for 75% of it so I positioned it with the dodgy/hollow side in the corner.

Tried a new method for digital painting and it didn't turn out too badly o.o

Dreading the beginning of the "actual" holidays though where I'll have to study.

Tonight for the first time in months, I woke up screaming in the middle of the night. Another nightmare. And even after all these months that he's been gone, when I wake up my first instinct is to reach out to the empty space next to me in bed.

He left a hole in my heart, a hole in a promise, a hole on the side of my bed...

He promised he would be here to keep me safe. He promised he would be here to chase the demons away. And now there is only darkness.

I cried, not because of the nightmare, not because of the demons in my head, but because of the boy who left me here alone to fight them off by myself. He promised he would be here for me. He promised he would never leave. He promised he would love me forever. So much for all of that.

So here I am, typing this out at 2 in the morning, tired as fuck, staring at this goddamned computer screen instead of trying to go back to sleep. Because what if they're waiting for me on the other side?

Winter is coming.

Took me longer to make a simple left turn at the stoplight into Target than it took me to actually drive there (15 min).

pineapple you, holiday traffic.

I went to an Asian cafe and my Pad Thai noodles were all rubbery.

I bound stuff to my controller with JoyToKey. I technically have a second mouse now though I doubt I'll ever use it for that.

im on break which means im home which also means im closeted again which also means im feelin gay and really lonely so ya