How was your day?

Happy enough with the simple celebrations for my birthday.
It's not everyday that I can enjoy turning 16.

Happy birthday !

Happy birthday !

Thanks!

I don't want to go into it too much but today was my first day of college and about an hour in the only thing in my mind was "I don't want to do this". I'd push through the school year to avoid a disappointing lecture from my mom but I think I'll apply for a refund and then see what I want to do from there.

PEOPLE IN TEXAS SAY Y'ALL I THOUGHT THIS WAS URBAN LEGEND/KENTUCKIAN PROPAGANDA

Which leads me to my next plan, I'm buying a cowboy hat here and wearing it in the middle of winter because what's more confusing than a brown kid wearing a cowboy hat in the middle of a Canadian blizzard?

http://www.wnyc.org/articles/wnyc-news/2...ry-debate/

lol texas

hypothetical scenario

guy 1 (b) gets back with ex (who he loves), she says she still has feelings for guy 2 © who she left b for originally. c also has feelings for girl but doesn't like long distance. c also has a tendency to say hurtful things but "always makes it better," takes items and money without asking for his own personal needs "but finds a way to get (girl) something if she needs it"
girl spends more time talking to c on the phone than b, and when b goes out of his way to try and call girl, she is either unavailable or unresponsive (also to texts) even after telling b she will be available to talk at said time.

b is wondering if he is wrong to express his concerns of this situation (jealousy) to girl. Girl is going through a tough time - being kicked out of home because her sister is uncomfortable around her roommates in the apartment she rented with them a few months ago. She is having to remodel a room in her (crazy - Alzheimer's? unsure of condition) grandfather's crappy, unkempt, messy house solely for a place to live.
Girl says she can't deal with extra stress from b (boyfriend) and rarely responds to texts on top of not talking on the phone.

girl used to love b when they first started dating. She loved him very much but it was b's first relationship so he messed a few things up and didn't realize what he had until it was gone. Girl loves b now but not nearly as much as before.

Is b being an idiot with love clouding his judgement? b really really really really wants to be with said girl.
b does not find interest in anyone else in the year since he has known girl

All hypothetical of course. Forrrrrrrr a course paper. yuuuup.

hypothetical scenario

guy 1 (b) gets back with ex (who he loves), she says she still has feelings for guy 2 © who she left b for originally. c also has feelings for girl but doesn't like long distance. c also has a tendency to say hurtful things but "always makes it better," takes items and money without asking for his own personal needs "but finds a way to get (girl) something if she needs it"
girl spends more time talking to c on the phone than b, and when b goes out of his way to try and call girl, she is either unavailable or unresponsive (also to texts) even after telling b she will be available to talk at said time.

b is wondering if he is wrong to express his concerns of this situation (jealousy) to girl. Girl is going through a tough time - being kicked out of home because her sister is uncomfortable around her roommates in the apartment she rented with them a few months ago. She is having to remodel a room in her (crazy - Alzheimer's? unsure of condition) grandfather's crappy, unkempt, messy house solely for a place to live.
Girl says she can't deal with extra stress from b (boyfriend) and rarely responds to texts on top of not talking on the phone.

girl used to love b when they first started dating. She loved him very much but it was b's first relationship so he messed a few things up and didn't realize what he had until it was gone. Girl loves b now but not nearly as much as before.

Is b being an idiot with love clouding his judgement? b really really really really wants to be with said girl.
b does not find interest in anyone else in the year since he has known girl

All hypothetical of course. Forrrrrrrr a course paper. yuuuup.

Girl has lots of baggage and "lingering" feelings typically flag future problems that revolve around fickleness. I'd distance myself from her because it's that high school level bull sh`it that will ruin your faith in relationships

Everything that could have gone wrong, did go wrong. I am in a financial aid crisis, my job is starting to seem out of the question, my car is acting up probably nothing but I'm over reacting. But you know what pineapple it because in the end tonight Nick came over and we made out and cuddled and this boy is really cute and I like him so yay for at least one thing going right.

hypothetical scenario

guy 1 (b) gets back with ex (who he loves), she says she still has feelings for guy 2 © who she left b for originally. c also has feelings for girl but doesn't like long distance. c also has a tendency to say hurtful things but "always makes it better," takes items and money without asking for his own personal needs "but finds a way to get (girl) something if she needs it"
girl spends more time talking to c on the phone than b, and when b goes out of his way to try and call girl, she is either unavailable or unresponsive (also to texts) even after telling b she will be available to talk at said time.

b is wondering if he is wrong to express his concerns of this situation (jealousy) to girl. Girl is going through a tough time - being kicked out of home because her sister is uncomfortable around her roommates in the apartment she rented with them a few months ago. She is having to remodel a room in her (crazy - Alzheimer's? unsure of condition) grandfather's crappy, unkempt, messy house solely for a place to live.
Girl says she can't deal with extra stress from b (boyfriend) and rarely responds to texts on top of not talking on the phone.

girl used to love b when they first started dating. She loved him very much but it was b's first relationship so he messed a few things up and didn't realize what he had until it was gone. Girl loves b now but not nearly as much as before.

Is b being an idiot with love clouding his judgement? b really really really really wants to be with said girl.
b does not find interest in anyone else in the year since he has known girl

All hypothetical of course. Forrrrrrrr a course paper. yuuuup.

Here's the way I read it:

Girl loves C. The only reason they are not together is that he doesn't like long distance.
She is with B because, well, she does like him somewhat and he's better than nothing.
But she really would rather have C, hence the long phone talks. If the long distance issue were solved, she'd dump B again in an instant.

If B doesn't like being "plan B", he should break it off. Eventually a girl will show up who wants him for himself, and vice versa.
Alternately, if B is dead set on having this particular girl, he needs to find a way to win her heart back from C. Displays of jealously won't do it, and neither will criticizing C's behavior. B should just focus on being the most wonderful boyfriend ever, and hope she notices. Might not happen because she, too, is love-blind.

Finally snapped from my 5 year old cousin continually knocking on my door, walked up to it and essentially falcon punched the pomegranate out of it in an attempt to scare him on the opposite side.

Aaaaand now my parents think I have anger issues

Just finished registering for my modules for this year. I'm only going to be in lectures/seminars/workshops for 7 hours a week (12-4pm Tuesday, 2-5pm Thursday) in the Autumn and 6 hours a week (12-1pm Monday, 10-11am Tuesday, 9am-1pm Wednesday) in the Spring... really not sure if I can justify the cost of moving out for such little time. I feel like I'd miss out on a lot of the 'university experience' if I don't but it's outrageously expensive =/
I also think it'd be really fun to live with my friend, but.. ~£3550 for the year in accommodation is not a small amount of money.
I have until Friday at 5pm to make a decision ;_;

edit: why does the pound sign not work >:o
££££

Looks like I have an overnight guest on Monday :3

Looks like I have an overnight guest on Monday :3

My god. Buy a lottery ticket.

My god. Buy a lottery ticket.

Why would I try to make lightning strike twice?

Today I found out that the MapleStory website is blocked at school, but Southperry is not.

Tennessee should just change their state animal to a chinchilla now.

YouTube is being ridiculously slow for me for the past couple of days.
I have a project on the history of computers, before 1800s. (This is surprisingly not easy)

Ughh.

YouTube is being ridiculously slow for me for the past couple of days.
I have a project on the history of computers, before 1800s. (This is surprisingly not easy)

Ughh.

Well, now you're getting firsthand experience.

I received an invite to a collection presentation in Milan and subsequently experienced the roller coaster of emotion that is supreme joy at being contacted and utter sadness at knowing I'm clearly not going abroad this season. Oh well, soon enough!

My eye doctor is also awesome and stayed late to get me in, which is perfect timing with NYFW starting tomorrow to ensure my ocular health is good.

Otherwise, beyond excited for everything this next week, especially even these next two days!

I got friend zoned by the boy I made out with last night, what a fucking lovely feeling but it's whatever. I dunno what spurred that decision in him, what I maybe did wrong, but what the pineapple ever things come and things go. Still nearing existential break downs about college and finances but things are gonna work out hopefully.