How was your day?

Working home today because I don't feel like dealing with people. lol

I know that feel man.


OT: Got my EEG wires out today.

I was completely exhausted last night and couldn't wait to get to bed, and then when I did, I couldn't get to sleep.

I had a VERY interesting dream about Darren Criss (I regret nothing) and woke up at 8am, not feeling rested at all. and then today I've cooked for my whole family, helped my uncle renovate his house and went with the family to the store for a massive shopping trip.

I'm sooo tired and still aching slightly from the gym yesterday morning. Definitely gonna sleep soon. Hopefully no romantic dreams this time, but I doubt it since I was listening to him sing earlier. eurghhh. Haven't had a celebrity crush like this in a long time haha

Emailed an inquiry regarding a suite near the University I'll be attending.
I reallyyyy hope it works out. The place seems perfect for the price *-*

It appears to be a law of nature that one cannot properly apply sunscreen to their own back.

In other news, I've learned that showers can indeed be painful, and I have experienced a shower while facing forward the whole time.


this + yesterday's post = why I'm never going outside ever again

Now I know why they say being a guild master is stressful...

I feel like a diplomat. Jesus.

Now I know why they say being a guild master is stressful...

I feel like a diplomat. Jesus.

Gets harder as more people join. You'll get used to it though. Act as a role model and they should respect.

Haven't been on for a bit, over that fact my laptop started to overheat like mad. (It used to hit around 170 degrees.) But crisis avoided...whew.
For a while, I've been thinking about the year so far, and honestly, I've been crying over spilled milk, and letting myself get caught in the past over and over again.
*sigh* But ya know, time goes on and I should just hope time heals everything.

[COLOR="#0000FF"]Had a dream that I was kissing the girl I liked very much.
Woke up and realized it was only just a dream /cries

then again, it felt so good[/COLOR]

Should've been preparing for an exam.
Instead i've been taking care of and worrying for my cat.

Oh well, i don't think passing that exam will be a problem.

Instant upgrade over my old mouse.

Orthodontia is EX-PEN-SIVE holy cow.

Braces aren't too bad, but the kind of surgery I need to fix my mouth is amazingly expensive. To fix the jaw and my malocclusion I would need to get double jaw surgery to the tune of over $40k. F that. I hope my insurance covers it. *crosses fingers*

FINALLY got registered for all my classes.

Orthodontia is EX-PEN-SIVE holy cow.

Braces aren't too bad, but the kind of surgery I need to fix my mouth is amazingly expensive. To fix the jaw and my malocclusion I would need to get double jaw surgery to the tune of over $40k. F that. I hope my insurance covers it. *crosses fingers*

You need surgery for a malocclusion? I had minor malocclusion because I was missing adult teeth but my braces pulled everything together with a little gap to make sure everything still aligned properly.

I still don't have a laptop charger, but today I turned 20 and it was a good day. Just chilled with my two best friends, Korean for dinner, and hookah

The day was nothing too special, we learned who we were going to offer positions to for the resident directors (now called Coordinator of Residential Education).

The night, however, took a great and unexpected turn. My friend from high school (who I had a crush on) messaged on facebook saying she was on campus and the were exploring an abandoned part of the property called Scary Dairy. I joined her and her friend and went exploring with them. She's still pretty damn cute. I hope she hits me up in the future for more fun


Edit: The morning is bitter sweet. I came into one of the lounges to wait for a bit before heading to a presentation, and sleeping on a couch inside is the girl I've been trying to date. I still care for her a lot, and I hate that she's sleeping out in a lounge like this, but she doesn't even want to be my friend anymore. It sucks, cause every time I see her, I just become happier, but then I become worse off then before because I can't talk to her. This will be a tortuous summer.

[COLOR="#0000FF"]Had a dream that I was kissing the girl I liked very much.
Woke up and realized it was only just a dream /cries

then again, it felt so good[/COLOR]

been there. i usually wake up depressed so i would rather dream of my korean oppas and noonas than my actual crush(which i fucking dreamed of too, last night *LOUD SIGH*).

Back story: The last thing my ex said to me was "Your head is stuck in the past because you're afraid to move forward. To me, you're a coward." I've never wanted to set out to prove anyone wrong so much until hearing this.


My close friend logged on Maple since quitting a year ago so I logged in to chat with her in person. Unfortunately, so did my ex (though his was by complete chance). I could tell that my ex is trying to speak to me again lately. He still wears our permanent friendship ring apparently too (I don't).

I gave him the silent treatment the entire time especially when he would say something to me, which is what I've been doing the past 6 months anyway.
As my friend asked him how his life was and future plans, I found myself not caring at all about his life. Nothing moves me, not even the fact that the same friend secretly showed me him saying "I remember being that way with Suzan. I regret it."

I feel so happy. I got to be selfish for once and got what I promised myself.

Oh, and my friend and her ex (our mutual friend) are friends again - the same one I went back and forth to help make sure their friendship didn't turn out how my ex's did. So hooray!

Who's stuck in our past now? Who's feeling regret now? Not me.

Checkmate.

A piece of me died, and I can feel apathy just engulfing me.

since im not in the mood to create an angry dome thread, im just gonna mini rant here since its been summarizing my week so far.

The malay-muslim community has been annoying me sooOOOOooOOOooo much. they tweet pineappleing racist and discriminatory tweets all pineappleing day and gets hundreds of retweets and its okay. but when one chinese or indian or anyone else that isnt malay for that matter, tweets something to insult the malays, they go batpomegranate crazy.. trending the name of the person, lodging police reports and even photoshopping their faces.

And then theres the muslims(malays) posting Quranic verses on the promotional video for pinkdot.sg. And to make it worse, verses that mention massive genocide of the gays. THAT TOTALLY DOESNT MAKE YOU LOOK LIKE A TERRORIST DUDE.

And the nerve for one of these pimentos to say "you want equal rights, drop the homosexuality". GO AWAY NOBODY WANTS YOUR HATE HERE.

/END RANT UGH

I found a plant growing in the sink yesterday. Out of the drain.