How was your day?

so. she officially broke up with me.

god damn when people used to say relationships were complicated I thought they were exaggerating.

I couldn't have been further from the truth.

and sad bryan is very very sad :'(

I'm sorry bro

Today's been one of those days where the weather can't make up it's mind.
Started taking a look into my AP homework for the summer and it's harder than I thought...
I also ended up maplilzing myself...or something. This is what boredom does to me.

Live rat perfusion in an effort to fix their brains for clear resolution post decapitation and extraction was a pretty massive first step into animal research but I have so much passion for my studies now it's unbelievable. I also found out I got a position as a paid tutor through the university beginning in the fall!

... my mom is getting as bad as my dad. She's trying to remove all technology from me and control my life 100% even though if I control my own life I do just fine. I lived in my dorm for almost a year before I left college to transfer. I think I understand how to manage my time.

My mom just doesn't get that I am eighteen and that I'm not a friggin' idiot.

She used to be the one that would trust me to take care of myself. Now that I have a job, she thinks she has to control me again (like setting a friggin bedtime even when I don't work the next day). I think she just doesn't wanna let go of me being a child and realize I'm an adult.

-.-

... my mom is getting as bad as my dad. She's trying to remove all technology from me and control my life 100% even though if I control my own life I do just fine. I lived in my dorm for almost a year before I left college to transfer. I think I understand how to manage my time.

My mom just doesn't get that I am eighteen and that I'm not a friggin' idiot.

She used to be the one that would trust me to take care of myself. Now that I have a job, she thinks she has to control me again (like setting a friggin bedtime even when I don't work the next day). I think she just doesn't wanna let go of me being a child and realize I'm an adult.

-.-

I think so too, she knows you're independent but has a hard time letting go of it since you'll be apart from her as an adult.

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As for how my day went, I went for a job interview as a content writer but I'll need to submit a piece for consideration. On the way back, my dad mentioned how the road looked familiar and...turns out I saw this place on Facebook when my brother's friend posted about the guy in front of him getting killed when a crane fell on top the car and another accident happened there recently.

OH BOY, HOW REASSURING.

so. she officially broke up with me.

god damn when people used to say relationships were complicated I thought they were exaggerating.

I couldn't have been further from the truth.

and sad bryan is very very sad :'(

Sorry to hear that Bryan

Take care of yourself and you'll be fine. Also, Tumblr is a good way to let everything out xD

P.S (since when did you have a GF?!)

P.S (since when did you have a GF?!)

Officially since December and unofficially since August~September ish.
I didn't go around telling people 'cause I saw it as a personal thing I didn't need to broadcast (which apparently she didn't like).

Talked with a friend and I'm feeling kind of better. Not really though since I can't sleep. I guess I'm starting to be ok with it.

Just sucks not having anyone to talk to about personal stuff now. She was the only one that ever cared or listened. She was the only one I felt comfortable with. And to make things worse someone who I thought was a friend has "been there when I wasn't" and now she has feelings for him. When I expressed my concerns (jealousy) a few months ago she assured me he would never be a problem.

I'm just venting at this point. idk it's weird so many emotions ugh I'll just stay single for the rest of my life

and sad bryan is very very sad :'(

Food therapy time?

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OT: I don't know what I feel anymore in regards to the person I like. I'm finally starting to feel sad that I can't measure up to his ex, for reasons I don't even know about. I don't have the time to be sad about this right now though. Must study...

Went to my first concert, and it just so happens it was the last concert of the tour. Had a blast.

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so. she officially broke up with me.

god damn when people used to say relationships were complicated I thought they were exaggerating.

I couldn't have been further from the truth.

and sad bryan is very very sad :'(

You thought "relationships are complicated" were like "math is hard"?

*sympathy*

[COLOR="#0000FF"]Today... Was a good and bad day.
Good - I got to see a lot of corals while snorkeling today ! & I've also managed to hunt link 9 cores for both my ds and phantom..
Bad - My dreams were shattered I've always dreamed about seeing colorful corals... But the corals that I saw today were all brown. Boooo Mother Nature, booooo Singapore sea. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="#0000FF"]Today... Was a good and bad day.
Good - I got to see a lot of corals while snorkeling today ! & I've also managed to hunt link 9 cores for both my ds and phantom..
Bad - My dreams were shattered I've always dreamed about seeing colorful corals... But the corals that I saw today were all brown. Boooo Mother Nature, booooo Singapore sea. [/COLOR]

I am saddened to hear that, multi-coloured corals are the best and I didn't think Singaporean waters were worst than Malaysia's. Were they all dead?

I am saddened to hear that, multi-coloured corals are the best and I didn't think Singaporean waters were worst than Malaysia's. Were they all dead?

All still alive, just that the ones that are found at Pulau Hantu are all... Brown. Malaysia's waters are good for snorkeling / diving though. . From what I've heard.

All still alive, just that the ones that are found at Pulau Hantu are all... Brown. Malaysia's waters are good for snorkeling / diving though. . From what I've heard.

Ours is still pretty good, I'm just worried development might spoil that. And man, brown coral sucks anyway. :/

It's [MENTION=3547]Connor[/MENTION];'s birthday today!!! YAY!!!!

This girl sitting beside me in lecture spent the entire hour doing her makeup, then at the end went up and told the professor she didn't understand something. No sh'it, you spent the entire lecture doing your makeup. People.

I just marathoned season 1 of Glee. So much better than I was expecting. In order to start watching it I had to admit to myself "Damn it man, you like musicals" and I do.

I'm not all that surprised at this revelation, since I like Rocky Horror Picture Show, I recently watched Shock Treatment, and Grease is one of my favourite films ever.

Day went from amazing to bad.

Amazing part: I got to have some fun by playing my Wild Hunter this morning. Heard my crush's voice first thing in the morning.
Bad part: Found out guild member scammed guild member right after that.

So I spent all day at work reciting his alibi in my head looking for plot holes to counter argue.

peach is lucky I'm ready for my exam tomorrow or else I'd have been more pissed. I also haven't slept in 29 hours now.

massive breakout(4 pimples lol) due to exam stress. but its ok, exams are fucking over hell yeah!!!!!!!!!!!! ironically i think i did better on my accounting paper than on my ASP.NET paper so w/e gonna focus on earning some money before term 2 starts!!!

So my ex ended up in some fiasco and she ended up getting bagged on and bullied till the point where she started to break down. Despite me not being on speaking terms with her,
...I still defended her.
I don't care anymore. Once my friend, always my friend in some form of way. I'm not in it for anyone or anything anymore. I'm fed up with my emotions running around my mind like a total pomegranate-storm.