How was your day?

I finished my undergraduate career! Nbd, right? But seriously, feels so good to finally be done. Only graduation remains this weekend! Other than that I just need to receive my final grades over the next week or so and my diploma sometime this summer, and I'm all good.

In less stellar news, for what seems the millionth time in the last month we're again having issues with our last print issue for MODA, delaying us yet another day from publishing it until tomorrow. It just annoys me so much given people had literally a month to deal with some of these things that are now becoming huge issues because they were left for so long.

THANKFULLY that stress should be over tomorrow, so ALMOST THERE.

This excessively clingy creepy guy never gives me any privacy...

I bet it's jon!

Worked setting up chairs for graduation yesterday and today, made a total of $50 bucks cash, and got a nice workout and a tan.

I bet it's jon!

Please. Jon is like my second family.

OT: OMGOMGOMG. IT'S DONE.



Uploading it tomorrow

Please. Jon is like my second family.

OT: OMGOMGOMG. IT'S DONE.



Uploading it tomorrow

Don't defend him...

Don't defend him...

But...but...he's the gay best friend I never had!

But...but...he's the gay best friend I never had!

He lurks in the night....flirting on my account like a grasshopper searching for his next victim!

Saw Star Trek Into Darkness tonight, it was good imo but I'm not really critical of movies. Looking forward to tomorrow, interview with Kroger and hanging out with friends~ *

I had a really pomegranatety day.

I'm a useless friend who can't even comfort her own best friend. I've been checking up on her all week to comfort her and the one time I don't is when it snowballs. I stepped away from talking to my friend for just one hour so I could get my dumb Maplestory boss run over with then come back and in that hour, she went and did something so stupid. And I found out because her friend was Facebook messaging me through her phone what happened.

I even warn her not to do this, and not do that because I've done it too and she still does everything.

I'm worried sick about my friend and I want to cry.

I had a really pomegranatety day.

I'm a useless friend who can't even comfort her own best friend. I've been checking up on her all week to comfort her and the one time I don't is when it snowballs. I stepped away from talking to my friend for just one hour so I could get my dumb Maplestory boss run over with then come back and in that hour, she went and did something so stupid. And I found out because her friend was Facebook messaging me through her phone what happened.

I even warn her not to do this, and not do that because I've done it too and she still does everything.

I'm worried sick about my friend and I want to cry.

I don't know if this is going to be comforting since whatever she did must have hurt a lot, but in the end it was her choice to do what you told her not to do and she did it in spite of you checking up on her the entire week. As painful as it is to watch someone suffer the same thing you once did, it is necessary for some to learn from experience and you already did your best to keep her company hoping to prevent it.

A horrible friend wouldn't even feel bad about this and abandon friends in need. Don't blame yourself for what she did of her free will because it's already done, do what you can to support her now.

A horrible friend wouldn't even feel bad about this and abandon friends in need. Don't blame yourself for what she did of her free will because it's already done, do what you can to support her now.

Thanks, this part helped and yeah I know it's already been done.

I didn't mention it but she went out to a friend's, got drunk, and cried herself to sleep there because she is currently going through a breakup with our mutual friend and is desperate. All the night before her first final exam. I was worried sick she was going to vomit in her sleep or something.

If I knew beforehand she was going to do that, I would have at least liked to know because I would have gladly logged out mid-run.

It's painful to watch because she has all the thoughts I had when I was going through a breakup with our mutual friend, and I warn her not to act them out because it led me down a very bad road with my ex. I confided in her during so she knows all this too.

OT: Cried myself to sleep thinking I'll feel better. Out of desperation, I almost considered breaking my silence with my ex to beg him to talk some sense into my friend but I didn't.

Still feel like pomegranate, physically and emotionally. I could barely sleep. Now waiting on my friend to message me back. Talking to her now. She sounds better, which makes me feel better. Still gonna stay around her though

Talking to her now. She sounds better, which makes me feel better. Still gonna stay around her though

As far as friends go, you're a good one.

[MENTION=1697]FrozNlite[/MENTION]; does that make you the first microbiologist fashionista ever or

Well, sending my laptop out for repair today or tomorrow. Not buying Asus ever again. :x

I got the job at Kroger! That was a really interesting group interview, a group of 16 and watched 8 fail and not make the cut wow. Pay isn't that great to start off, but the hiring manager told me after I start and prove myself I can get it up to around what Michaels pays. I'm so happy, two jobs for summer 'bout to bring home the paper! Time to celebrate with some Timmy Chan's and friends~

[MENTION=789]Five Second Pose[/MENTION] perhaps? Though I doubt it, there have been some surprising personality crossovers between all areas of life over human history.

OT: FULLY FINALLY DONE - MODA Magazine Summer 2013 print issue has launched! Read the entire issue online here, enjoying the articles and the insanely awesome fashion work I did for the publication.

Now if you'll excuse me, time for drinks before a graduation weekend of food, friends, and family.

Rather upset that the tailor must have left her phone at home again. Didn't get to try on the custom clothes. I did send her an email though for more details regarding a certain piece of the clothing. Hopefully I can see her and receive the clothes before Fanimé. Last official class day for me before finals next week! My house is out of beverages.

Rather decent first week of summer.

Spent a day with my family earlier this week, and it went surprisingly well. I broke the news to my dad that if I don't get into VIU, I really don't think I want to attend UW-Whitewater and gave my reasons. He saw my reasoning and agreed with it. My stepmom oddly inquired about living prices of the Seattle area, so I guess they know by now that sooner or later I'll probably be moving either to the West Coast or Victoria (eventually).

Spent time with my best friend yesterday, which was nice. Then today, I ran into a previous manager of mine and talked with her for a bit. I will def be going out sometime later this summer with her to catch up. Also went to my nephew's baseball game and got frozen yogurt afterwards with my brother-in-law/niece/nephew as well as my dad. As we were leaving I ran into friends of mine that are married and recently had a baby (that I haven't seen since I've been away at school), and talked briefly. More plans with them shall be made.

So far, good week. Also, Stephen bought his ticket to come see me in August. 76 days to go. I miss him so much.

I'm helping 90% of my class bring their grades up from an F to at least a C/D, because the 10% that are passing don't give a flipping a' about us anymore. They think they're superior.
Well, I'll be honest, all they've been doing this year was kissing butt to the teachers and exceeding their expectations so that way, we end up having a standard set for the rest of us "AVERAGE" students have to follow, like they're role models when they're no wiser and crazier than me. And I'll be honest too, I'm freaking cynical sometimes, but at least I have the decency to actually sacrifice myself for everyone else...Besides...I've made way too many mistakes this year. Might as well end this year with a bang and do something right.

...Either way, no one cares about me anymore.

I've been talking to my friend since 7 AM almost non-stop except for 3 hours. It's now rolled over into 1 AM.

Running on two hours of sleep, getting dizzy spells, and a headache Advil didn't cure.

I'm terrified to sleep and leave her alone. Whatever it takes, I really want to help her in the healing process.

No one deserves to be left alone at their worst :/

1. Saw the girl I like cheerleading and talked to her a bit before I went to the zoo
2. Went to the zoo, saw a bunch of animals, otters #1. Many people thought I had no friends because I went around alone instead of with people (I went the opposite direction and i wasnt planning to miss out on animals to re-see animals with other people). Eventually 2 girls pretty much told me to come with them, was pretty fun. Super hot girl was wearing a really nice outfit and damn she is out of my league.
3. Lost ranked promo
4. Osu! is the best game ever.

Back to being lonely, sad, and emotionally and sexually frustrated. I'm tired of girls and the bullshit they put me through. I want an real fucking relationship and not one where my actions are questioned when we are more friends than boyfriend/girlfriend.

Fucking hate this feeling of being alone.