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My 10 year old golden retriever passed away overnight... so today is mostly consisting of me just being closed up in my room.

My 10 year old golden retriever passed away overnight... so today is mostly consisting of me just being closed up in my room.

You have my condolences. I read your previous post about how he wasn't doing well and how important he was to you, that kind of thing is always going to be hard on anyone.

Finished my one and only actual "final", now just projects and a presentation that already in the bag. My hand hurts from writing so much D:

My 10 year old golden retriever passed away overnight... so today is mostly consisting of me just being closed up in my room.

Sucks dude ;-;

A branch owner of a very big shoe company just threated to chop my d`ick off and feed it to his dog because he's being penalized for missing a piece of documentation and can't renew his license today.

The joys of me.

You have my condolences. I read your previous post about how he wasn't doing well and how important he was to you, that kind of thing is always going to be hard on anyone.

Thank you. Everyone in the house just seems very broken now... and we're all desperately trying to distract ourselves from this.
I've had to experience this twice before in my life, so I know the pains only just begun. Why did this have to happen on my last week of high school D:
Such is life I suppose.
He lived one hell of a life, and died peacefully of old age. I take comfort in knowing he lived a long happy life.

I have a lot of things to say about today..
First off,

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it's my 22nd birthday~

Second, I finally mustered up some courage after 2 months of stalling myself and went to my psychology teacher to spill the last 8 years of emotion, grief, and hatred I had bottled up inside of me. Of course, she's a professor and not a therapist for the time being, so all she could really do was provide a recommendation for real counselors. I really wanted to count on her because I have an extremely difficult time with wanting to know new people. It's a strange mental system for me and would be too complicated to explain in its entirety.
Third, I went to Design class. I learned that my teacher's husband's birthday is also today. I'm usually very quiet, but today I blurted out many things and had urges to blurt out correct answers that nobody else in the class knew of like an ass. My teacher shared some home-baked cookies, which tasted really buttery, but overall balanced.
Last, but not least, I got a call from the tailor, and I have to wait

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For the evening, I'll be going to taste some of the best tonkotsu ramen in the city where I live for dinner. Hopefully my brother would want to come with me.

 light summer reading ~~

I'm also working every day up to (and including) next Tuesday. It really isn't a big deal but I've been feeling lazy. Gotta fire up the initiative here.

I need to sleep more =<

Past few days update:

I got a call from Kroger asking me to attend a group interview Thursday at 5PM. I learned that me working at Kroger is considered a "conflict of interest" at Michaels, but my store manager is looking past it because he is awesome. The only stipulation is that I am "loyal to Michaels first" and that I don't go screaming left and right I do design for Kroger as well. Seeing as I only want this job for part time and temporary there shouldn't be any issues. I'm very nervous, I applied as a floral clerk but I don't know if they'll actually hire me there.

Today I sat around almost all day, cleaned up my room, listened to music. Tomorrow I'm seeing an early premier of Star Trek into Darkness, and if all goes well on Thursday I'll be booked solid for the rest of summer. Looking forward to working two jobs in design, learning fresh floral and broadening my knowledge in it. Also looking forward to getting a second paycheck.

Barely passed my 1st final! ...Yet I don't feel accomplished. ._.

Finished Organic Chemistry.

Hallelujah.

Though I still have to take the lab component as per requirements, grumble-grumble.

Barely did anything to change the hair on the painting that's due tomorrow, but yolo. Probably doesn't help that I can do nothing but think of the girl I did a portrait of :/

My mom left for a weeks vacation today.
Time to survive on my own for the next week! Although that shouldn't be too hard since I consider myself low maintenance..

 light summer reading ~~

I'm also working every day up to (and including) next Tuesday. It really isn't a big deal but I've been feeling lazy. Gotta fire up the initiative here.

Java for Dummies is great. I made my first game because of that book. :3

Just took a chem final and 6/20 questions were bonus

?????????????

a 14/20 is a 100%

>college

turns out I can't chemistry and this ended up being my worst exam score
went to the teacher to see what I did wrong and boy am I embarrassed

just glad I'm done with chem now

My day has been fabulous. Picked up donuts for work, cus sh`it why not, manager pulled me in the office to tell me to expect a pay raise/job title change in July which will essentially let me work anywhere in the state, which is awesome. But I'm going to tough it out here since I got it so easy, full time pay workin 3 days a week? Good deal to me.

Drove into Seattle because I couldn't watch Mud anywhere in the Bellevue area.

Mr. McConaughey did not disappoint.

Then I walked around downtown Seattle just for the hell of it. It's gorgeous. 10/10. Would walk again.

Finally heard back about my phd application from the place I most wanted to go to. They're offering me funding. (I had other offers, but still)



Soon to be in slightly less poverty!

Let the procrastination begin.