How was your day?

I just thought it'd be black and white. I've always had the mindset that you either like someone or you don't.
I do have a history with his friend (also my ex) though. MEN ARE COMPLICATED.

I'm not rushed for an answer, because I don't even know what I want. I don't think he does either.

Meanwhile, men: WOMEN ARE COMPLICATED. I think the conflict he might be having is less about the bro code and more about his own feelings because 'I like you very much' and 'I love you too' are not always easy things to quantify, especially when a working relationships usually needs both sides to decide which it is for themselves rather than to get caught up in the moment and blurt something out only to regret it later.

[COLOR="#0000FF"]Need to start on my report for my final year project...
& also need to write my resume by the end of the week, and I have no idea how to write a resume....[/COLOR]

Good news: I confessed.
Bad news: Someone else did too. At the same time.
Even worse news: She's my friend.
Even more worse news: I'm not supposed to have known that.

It was also the first time I've ever confessed to anyone, so I stumbled a lot.

He didn't directly friend zone me, but at the same time he didn't directly answer it either. "Give me some time to soak it in."

What does that even mean...? I'm so confused.

Datum. That's some complicated jojo! I would say follow the advice thats been given. He needs time. Hell, even straight forward confessions (without a second girl involved) can rack a guy and he needs some time.

As for the "brocode" things, personally, I would say don't think about that. From personal experience, I thought it would affect me and my relationship, but really, I did what I wanted to do, and went for it. I will say though, that depending on how you and your ex split and why may affect him.

Best of luck to you!

I just thought it'd be black and white. I've always had the mindset that you either like someone or you don't.
I do have a history with his friend (also my ex) though so this "bro code" is probably his source of confusion.

I don't even know what I want. I don't think he does either.

It isn't and I think deep down you know that too.

well, things seem to be... progressing. I don't think we're dating but things seem to be going somewhere.

I went to work and then took a nap and now I have screwed myself sideways with a spoon for sleeping all day.

Played some Isaac, worked on getting a video ready for narration...

Oh yeah, and went to work before all of that for 4 hours and got paid.

So pretty okay day.

[MENTION=3547]Connor[/MENTION]; made me do it

Filled out my FAFSA.

...Well, this past weekend was filled of craziness and tears...especially tears. So it was the senior's last concert and I accepted my fate as last chair for Clarinet, but when I found out everyone ahead of me couldn't play some part of the music, keeping time, and so on and so forth, it was irritating, and it virtually awoke a hellbent goal on getting section leader next year. As far as I've herd, the upcoming freshmen are gonna make it hard for me. Bring it on.

...After the concert, leading up to the extremely early hours of today (1am), my darker side went full-blown after I found out my friend confessed to my ex-girlfriend, in which I proceeded to tell him off because he was only doing that this piss me off and granted, he was jealous, since I actually had guts to ask her in-person to begin with 6 months ago as is...in which later I ultimately found out he got rejected, and that my ex started talking peach about me again to him.

...Full-blown Enraged, I was screaming at 1 in the morning...Result? I made her cry. Yeap, good job, ClassicAce.
...Granted, she has been continuously ignoring me for weeks and been hanging out with said friend. In honestly, my rage was fueled by Anger and partial jealously.

But what made my anger subside was the fact...she still liked me after all this time, and she was sorry beyond all hell, because she was scared to talk to me. Yet, when I try to, she'd get all annoyed and pissy and think I'm a idiot or something. (Kinda like a Tsundere in a way, but not completely.)

Bottomline, she's with me, and we're both just happy our friendship didn't end.

...Oh yea, I'm getting my Galaxy in a week. ^^

Getting so lazy to record/edit stuff. Ahh!
But now I get to call [MENTION=2375]Mazz[/MENTION]; Rival too, [MENTION=7683]Foxino[/MENTION];. He passed my subscriber count by 1, whom I'm happy for.

OT: Uhh...the other girl who confessed got friend zoned. I feel kinda guilty. I confided in my good friend about all this; she always does keep me in check.

Also, been marathoning a Korean drama called Goong.

A broken spirit is such an annoying thing to carry.

[MENTION=9887]Mandalay[/MENTION] !

Looking for one thousand more subscribers. I feel so left out now

Still sick and coughing really hard at times. Met the tailor and was so shocked that my custom clothes will be done in about a week for fitting before final touches are made. Feeling feverish right now so not in the condition to work on my Colress shimeji project.

I was so sick I couldn't muster the courage to have a talk with my psychology professor. Hopefully I'll get better tomorrow. Now it's back to shiny Dratini hunting.

I've been in a really bad mood today. Woke up with a horrible headache (which I still have now and its 11pm) and my shoulders/neck are hurting again. I also kept getting calls from my phone network about my payment information being incorrect, which after about 2 hours of being put on hold and talking to at least 5 different people, turned out not to be incorrect after all.. yay.

What a terrible time to have no AC working.

Getting pretty anxious/nervous about the application I sent to that college.
Under the International section it says applications are usually processed within two days. Under the graphic design section it says it can take up to three weeks.
They received my transcripts one week ago.

I also inquired about an over-the-phone-interview, as it was mentioned on the site via email last week. No response yet.

What2do?

Waiting is a peach.

I twisted my ankle, figured out my childhood asthma is trying to fight its way back into making my hobbies far less enjoyable, and I only have 2 weeks to make sure my grades are solid before I graduate (Or at best, to make sure I DO graduate)
Funny thing is I'm still in a fantastic mood all the same, and I'm in the mindset where I could take anything on right now.

I wasted a day on Maplestory and Isaac. I have a slew of videos ready for when I restart my channel, mostly of those games. Tomorrow is Fez day. I'm going to record like 7 episodes of Fez after work tomorrow.

And probably some Isaac after that.

Yeah, I need a video backlog before I start my channel up again. ETA on videos? SUNDAY!

I took a very difficult final today and received an 81% on it.

Total points now? 902/1000. Just enough for an A. hell yeah

Apparently I'm hearing that the upcoming freshmen are talking smack about my class...How they're superior to us in every form of way, even musically, and it really irritates me because I'm certain when they come to high school, they're not gonna sit quietly and not know their place and disrespect everyone...just like my class. I'm not looking forward to next year...not one bit if they can't get their peach together.