How was your day?

Just ate radish cake and ready to learn new stuffz.

Stressing out over school

Currently riding in a car with the girl I both like and hate.

Why me x_x

I got a 97 on my Integration by Parts quiz, this teacher grades so easily holy pomegranate. Bitched my dad out about how I still don't have a car and am trying to find a way to do it all on my own yet he can spend lots of money on a trip to NC yet still owes me a pomegranate ton of money. Feeling weird, I'm just about done with Juan but I just don't like having an explanation. I'm worried but I'm just convinced he's blocked me or some pomegranate and I don't even know why or what I could have done. Ffs whatever I need to sleep now.

My nose wouldn't stop bleeding during lunch and I had to go to the nurses. That really pissed me off.:mad:

Had to move out of my apartment yesterday and since I don't take the keys to my new house until the 28th I have to stay at a friend's house for 8 days. There is no internet, the house is pretty much a renovation in progress, the shower sucks, and it's in a terrible neighbourhood. I also attended a meeting at my place of work last night and found out on 1st October they are planning to close my centre and lay us all off.

Yet on top of this I still manage to look and be more fabulous than [MENTION=1697]FrozNlite[/MENTION].

DEPLOY THE MEGALARGE RESPONSE POST BECAUSE HOLY pineapple THIS THREAD EXISTS AND I FORGOT

8 months of distancing from my ex, and 7 months in realize that I still have feelings for this guy no matter what I do. Confessed today. 2 minutes after confession: asks me for advice on a girl he's interested in.

Haven't eaten all day, slept 3 hours in 60 hours now (with my vision now blurry as hell), lots of tissues, sad songs, and crying.


I regret letting my guard down.

It does get better, it'll just take time. Sad songs usually make it worse.

Then just ask.

pp the master of blunt objects and love

Contemplating breaking my friendship with the girl I have a crush on :\

Also, going to the Kings game tonight (hockey).

...isn't that a little bit of an overreaction?

So many breakups these days o.o

Had a nice delayed-Valentines date with the girlfriend. Went out for a nice dinner & got Sprinkles for dessert. Possibly drank a little too much, though. Wine hangovers are the weirdest.

Valentine's Day breaks up as many as it makes up.

Watching some season 9 of The Office and refreshing the Newegg Order thingymajiggy page because I want it to be delivered to me nao. :C

I also hope I don't shock anything/break anything when assembling my new computer.
I am also disappointed that I had no more money for a Graphics Card. ;c

...that's a pretty important part, are you going to use INTEGRATED GRAPHICS

>Men.

Used to have that too. I'd write an essay-length e-mail about things that bother me, and get a one-line response, if any.
I gave that up. Now I write those essays in my diary. Same lack of response, a lot less frustration. Oddly enough, it often helps resolve the issues.

Not all of us, some of us like having conversations about these sorts of things

as for how my life has been going holy pomegranate things go down all at once sometimes

...isn't that a little bit of an overreaction?

Kind of. Long story short, I told her I liked her in September, she told me she likes me as a friend, we didnt talk for like 3 months, then we hung out for 1 night where we saw the Hobbit and then spent 4 hours afterwards walking around talking to each other.

After that, When I would try and set up a time for us to hang out or something, I wouldnt get any replies from her. For valentines day, I wrote her a card basically saying even though she didnt like me the same way I liked her, she did not deserve to be alone on valentines day, or any other day. I left that in our friends room, and sent her a text telling her it was there.

I didnt get any kind of response back, even letting me know she got it. Then, I heard from one of the friends that she read it, and didnt say anything and that was it (thats where the quoted post comes in), then yesterday, I learned that she read it and was getting teary eyed over it. At this point I have no idea who to believe, and am probably going to talk to her about how have been interacting the last few months and such.

So, in hindsight, an over reaction, but yeah.

hi hwyd

my day has been pretty uneventful, as are all of my other days

Today I'm working on a memo to my prof about a site usability report I'm going to perform. It's due on Tuesday (+ 2 day grace period, which I really don't want to have to use). I have to write up a Gantt chart scheduling what I plan to have done for it, which is the part that is taking the most time. Scheduling this is pretty tough because I have to have a rough idea of my next couple of weeks, which always fills up with uncertainty for me. I have almost all of it worked out, so it should work.

I also watched The Social Network today on my break, so there's that. Pretty freaking good and I can't believe I let so much time pass before I watched it.

I just landed in Salt Lake City, Utah and I'm driving down to our hotel in Park City.
We take skiing trips every few years, and with the prices this may be our last year to come.
I'll be making the most out of these 4 days which could be the last 4 of my favorite activity ever.
Today's good and these next few days should be amazing!

Had to move out of my apartment yesterday and since I don't take the keys to my new house until the 28th I have to stay at a friend's house for 8 days. There is no internet, the house is pretty much a renovation in progress, the shower sucks, and it's in a terrible neighbourhood. I also attended a meeting at my place of work last night and found out on 1st October they are planning to close my centre and lay us all off.

Yet on top of this I still manage to look and be more fabulous than [MENTION=1697]FrozNlite[/MENTION].

Sorry to hear about all of the difficulties you face, and I'm sure you'll overcome them all, better than ever! Except your delusions of out-fab'ing me, but I guess whatever you need to tell yourself .

OT: Big drama today - to me, that is - with our magazine. Nothing terrible per say but I had an extremely negative reaction to the particular event and vented to a close friend who gave great advice and words of perspective. Aside from that life is still a ball of stress and I just keep telling myself 3 more months till it's all over, till I graduate...except that won't exactly be met fully with joy if I don't have a job by then.

AND THUS THE NEVER ENDING CYCLE CONTINUES. #ineedaxanax #orjustajobplease

...that's a pretty important part, are you going to use INTEGRATED GRAPHICS

Yes (unfortunately), until I am able to afford a graphics card.

ahahaha it snowed here in Arizona haha

It's so pineappleed up that I can afford a car payment but I can't afford an insurance payment, like it seems ANY car I pick out the insurance payment for me is going to be 400+ a month what the pineapple this system this cycle I don't I can't BAD DAY OK

I can hear my resident having sex in the apartment above me. LOUDLY.

Yeah...

Slowly starting the healing process over my ex although it kind of sucks that he also plays Maplestory, and to top it off, I am his guild leader.

I only talk to him if I absolutely have to and if we're in the company of mutual friends. I don't greet him hello anymore.

The further I push my ex away from my life, the closer I'm bringing my friends (IRL and in-game) to me. Slowly but surely healing with the blessing of my friends. I've been channeling my anger through laughing, music, video editing, studies, and drawing.

 Spoiler

"I was kind of hoping we could be friends again and point out each other's flaws."
No. pineapple you. Figure out your own flaws. I very well know my own flaws and spent the last 8 months fixing them in hopes of getting back together. Your problem, not mine. To me, you're nothing but my junior master in-game and someone who updates their status on Facebook.

The only place you have in my life now is a friend of my other friends.

"Are we still friends?"
"No."
"What are we then?"
"Strangers."

Slowly starting the healing process over my ex although it kind of sucks that he also plays Maplestory, and to top it off, I am his guild leader.

I only talk to him if I absolutely have to and if we're in the company of mutual friends. I don't greet him hello anymore.

"I was kind of hoping we could be friends again and point out each other's flaws."
No. pineapple you. Figure out your own flaws. I very well know my own flaws and spent the last 8 months fixing them in hopes of getting back together. Your problem, not mine. To me, you're nothing but my junior master in-game and someone who updates their status on Facebook.

The only place you have in my life now is a friend of my other friends.


The further I push my ex away from my life, the closer I'm bringing my friends (IRL and in-game) to me. Slowly but surely healing with the blessing of my friends.

As a person who would immediately cut off anyone who actually hurt me, I find that your way of handling this is classy.

As a person who would immediately cut off anyone who actually hurt me, I find that your way of handling this is classy.

I have thoughts where I want to lash out at him in a childlike way. But I really can't. Our mutual friends don't deserve that.
Thanks for the support though

I was feeling great yesterday, I just sneezed a couple of times.

Today I woke up with a massive headache, I've used a whole box of tissues sneezing, my throat hurts and I feel like crap.

DAMN YOU ENGLISH WEATHER. YOU TRICKED ME BY BEING SUNNY AND WARM THE LAST FEW DAYS.
pineapple this pomegranate... I need a holiday

I SERIOUSLY AM NOT HAVING A GREAT WEEK JUST WHY UGH I NEED TO DO DRUGS OR SOMETHInG uGHHHhhHH.

 Spoiler

Work was pomegranate, I spent all day stocking and I shouldn't have but the shift just passed. This fucking peach of a customer argued with me over her custom piece that I fixed for a 3rd time, but she refused to pay a fucking 9 dollar difference. Holy pomegranate lady I replaced EVERYTHING and now have a bunch of cut stems and product that I can't sue MUCH LESS THE LABOR I PUT INTO THE REWORK. In the end I just let her go, I was tired of fucking dealing with her and I wanted her out of my hair. I swear my job has made me the most racist towards asians and indians person ever, but never again will I work with someone so fucking cheap. I burned my self really bad with the glue gun righ tin the crease of my thumb and pointer finger and it blistered and i had to drain it and it hurts really bad and I'm behind on calculus homework and Juan is still MIA and I'm so worried but I don't know why I just don't understand what happened where did he go for fucks sake and I can't afford insurance and my dad is being a total ass hat and everything is so expensive and I have a headache and I want to cry this week isn't great can I just not be a part of the universe anymmore.