How was your day?

>Mother wants new desktop.
>Gets a Mac desktop.
>She asks why I can't do certain things a PC could, and why is it more complicated, then blames me for talking her into getting a Mac, when I did no such thing. Seriously, you blame me for everything, don't you.
>Tells her off for getting a Mac, and installs Parallels with the help of my uncle.

Waste of my afternoon.

Saw The Wonder Girls and Marina and The Diamonds, along with Sammie Adams, Austin Mahone, and Olly Murs. I was up against the barricade the entire night, Marina sat down and sang to me, and Austin Mahone touched my hand twice. MY MAN HAND OUT OF A GROUP OF LIKE 30 SWARMINING GIRL HANDS, TWICE. Obvs he wants to pineapple, sill twink.

 Proof

Wish my mind would just shut down for the night.

Feeling meh.
I feel like I'm not adjusting to University life well enough. I'm slacking on work majorly, I have no motivation, and I feel utterly left behind.

And in my personal life.. having all these feelings for someone is great, but now that he's actually showing something akin to interest, i'm suddenly plagued by doubts and fears. Am I just imagining that he's interested? Am I wrong yet again? Oh, and he still has a boyfriend. I can't stress that part enough. I lost before I even began.

Which brings me back to work. My feelings and the inevitable thinking and worrying is making me lose focus, giving me a sort of "writers block". The further things go in both university and my personal life, the deeper i'm sinking.
Thankfully, next week is a full week of no lectures or anything, meaning if I really work hard i'll be able to catch up on all the work I've missed and turn things around. Plus I won't be seeing him for about 10+ days or something because he's going back to Sweden. But until then i'm just falling apart and I feel like a failure. I'm in a massive slump right now..

i was planning to get a new adroid phone and an ipod touch instead of an iphone 5 but wow the 5th gen ipod touch costs a bomb.

Pretty standard day, doing the monotonous prelab for my biochem lab tomorrow.
Although today I saw this couple of guys holding hands and I was like aww

you go gays you go

Produced 9 pieces day, and did a custom, so made 10 arrangements in total today. ~10% increase in my OH/Goal ratio since last week, I think that's a lot of improvement! Got my Calculus test back, got a 95 on it super happy with that.

 Spoiler

[MENTION=2749]Rick[/MENTION],[mention]Jed[/mention], that question I was asking help on was totalllllllly super easy because I read the question wrong. -___-
It asked to identify what the critical point was, as in was it min or max, not WHAT the point was UGH SO DUMB. So yea, only lost 2 points on that question. The answer was, obviously, maximum.

Today .. I read this..

http://www.wikihow.com/Be-a-Good-Father

Then I watched this..

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1790867/

And this..

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1020938/


I figure you guys can put the pieces together yourselves ... =)

Pretty standard day, doing the monotonous prelab for my biochem lab tomorrow.
Although today I saw this couple of guys holding hands and I was like aww

you go gays you go

That is literally the PERFECT .gif for that emotion.

OT: Stress week is calming down, thank god. After a day of panic attacks yesterday I'm ready to be done with it all. Still have a bunch of work to do, though, so another 24 hours or so and then HALLOWEEN WEEKEND IN MADISON.

Huh. My stress weekend is about to begin. I'm reallllly worried.

God, I am such a wuss.
I'll just leave it at that.

I'm at school thinking of lunch.
I should have ate breakfast.

I drove to the main city today for a job interview. That's the first time I've ever done it and I was also armed with nothing but a printed map to guide me which I assume is why my family members think I must really have had guts to just go off on my own.

The less said of the interview the better though. I wouldn't have gone if they had specified that they only had midnight shifts left...

Had to present my own version of Shakespeare's Sonnet 18.
Was embarassed..but I got M&M's for saying it in front of the class.

Here, look at my lack of poetical skills, SouthPerry:

Oh god I dreamt I made out with my roommate.
DO want so much but it'll never happen.

I just hope I don't talk in my sleep, otherwise, I'm fu'cked.

I'm frequently impressed by the ability of http://zenpencils.com/ to pull me out of slumps.

I've also figured out that the solution to not feeling iffy on a work morning after a night of drinking is to just start drinking earlier. PROGRESS!

Dominating my job at work. I keep growing every single day and I haven't stopped. Today was my first foray into using IDAPython. Having so much previous Python experience is proving to be a great asset.

I'm now down almost 100 pounds since March. So close to 100. My pants just get looser and looser every day.

I'm also totally addicted to Kamelot - Sacrimony

448 pages of reviewed/changed tax laws and federal credit removals for the 2013 tax year. Hoo f`ucking zah.

Would like to mention that indians no longer have a hiring credit. And smart cars no longer have a tax credit either.

Would like to mention that indians no longer have a hiring credit.

I'm going to hazard a guess that you don't mean me Indian.

I'm going to hazard a guess that you don't mean me Indian.

Wasn't specified, so I'm assuming both. Most likely you indian, I would assume they'd use "native american", plus there's huge credits for hiring specifically indians (aka most tech help call centers)