How was your day?

Scheduled an appointment with my psychiatrist for the first time in years today.

Also [MENTION=5537]Locked[/MENTION], I just started reading the book yesterday evening, so I'm not certain on how rigorously it follows the book. Given that he both wrote the screenplay and directed it, it's safe to say that for the most part it is the same.

Today was fantastic, got some new clothes, stayed up half the f`ucking night cleaning my room for no other reason than to clean it. Picking out christmas gifts and all day at work I was chillin cus it was too rainy for anyone to f`ucking come in today. F`uck yeah.

I try not to wear the apathy and disdain I have for 75% of what happens in my life right now on my sleeve. But some days it really bleeds through. I simultaneously hope a coworker does/doesn't call me out on it.

Sitting in the library. Using a public computer. I'm going to wash my hands three billion times after I'm finished with it. Had one class today, typed like a derpface in Japanese because I suck at it, had my Japanese teachers asking me if I'm okay because I didn't go to class all last week, avoiding my take home midterm like the plague even though I've had a week to do it and it's due tommarrow ughhhh i just don't wannna dooo ittt grrr school is hard i quit

Sitting in the library. Using a public computer. I'm going to wash my hands three billion times after I'm finished with it. Had one class today, typed like a derpface in Japanese because I suck at it, had my Japanese teachers asking me if I'm okay because I didn't go to class all last week, avoiding my take home midterm like the plague even though I've had a week to do it and it's due tommarrow ughhhh i just don't wannna dooo ittt grrr school is hard i quit

omg no school is worth it

STAY, I BEG OF YOU

Finished two midterms in two days but I still feel dead and empty.

Is it anything like the book? I really liked the book and I'm holding the movie with high hopes because the director is the author of the book.

There were some things that were missing but that's always gonna be the case, overall it was fantastic an amazing and so close to the book. Must see movie.

OT; Went to school, now the drinking commences. :3

My day was awesome. My classes were really easy today, got a 90% on my chem exam so that'll balance out my first exam score of a 35% haha, managed to craft some RS stuff, then ended the day with a nice bowl.

I'm doing it.

My job has given me the confidence to try to break Maplestory.exe's Themida. I'm actually working on it now. I'm doing it purely for research purposes and to learn. So far I'm just doing the first decryption routine which doesn't seem too difficult at all (actually pretty easy). I think it'll get a lot harder from here though.

EDIT: Just broke the first decryption routine. Seems like there's another decryption routine to run.

I received a 76 on a test. The average was a 45. Hah.

Recently: Came out to my mom, mom told dad, friend that lives with my family told brother. Everyone is fine with it. My ex talked to me for like 4 messages and I was really happy. Going to 西安 in a week because my friend from Canada is from there. Roommate problems. Been chilling with my teachers~ Yep.

Most embarrassing. As I finish lunch in 10 minutes or so I tend to nap for half an hour before getting back to work which tends to work out because I only use loud BGMs as alarms. Now, for reasons still unknown to me I decided to switch to a tune some of you might know as 'Element Appears' from the Minish Cap soundtrack- it's a lovely tune, but it's a bit soft. I begin my nap at 2.25 pm.

2.42 pm arrives and I wake up suddenly thinking that I've overslept and I should be running back to my office (It's just a one minute walk away as we have two different sections). Of course I see that it's only 2.42 pm so I return back to my nap, only to find someone calling for me later. I wonder if some kind of emergency has happened when my co-worker informs me that I should go back...because it's 3.15 pm on my phone and I completely missed the alarm. Guess that premonition didn't quite work out in the end.

Things are actually more awkward between me and Mr. Sweden. More than I thought it would be. My friend thinks it's because he likes me back and is confused because of his boyfriend.

REGARDLESS, WHO CARES. Because tomorrow me and Mr. Wales (the guy i'm (sorta!) dating!!) are going to have a talk about our relationship. Totally going to tell him I like him, and define exactly what we mean to each other and that we aren't just 2 friends fooling around.

Relationships are complicated!

Though I've been fightning back extremely hard, emotional problems are getting worse. Also, on an accidental move, my second hand iPhone got blocked.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH

OH
OH
OH
OHHHHHHHHHHH LORDY
THIS DEBATE

Good God.

This guy just gives me butterflies left and right.

I haven't been this happy in a long time.

oh gosh look at all you happy people

oh gosh look at all you happy people
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i love u ok

b happy

I was having an ok day, goodish day at work semi decent day with friends and just happy about the weather changing. All ok until I got a phone call, an unhappy customer of mine. I am now seething with fury at how disrespectful some people can be, I work hard and put a lot of effort into what I do and not so you can trash talk my process. But even that, it'd be ok if they actually knew what they were talking about but NOPE THIS peach DIDN'T KNOW pomegranate.

Still working on Maplestory.exe when I have the spare time. Working on the second routine still. It's fairly easy, but I just have to write a python interpretation of what the code does so I can get a result. I'm so surprised that nothing is hard yet. I thought Themida was supposed to be hard? I hope I'm not speaking too soon.

>7th/18th In Clarinet Section
>Replaces broken pep Clarinet for Concert.
>Gets "Rank 1"
>Best Day Ever.