How was your day?

I swear to god financial aid better not have fucked up my money.

I'm also learning about these fraternities on campus. Some of them really are like in movies. Wow.

Day 1 Of Cleaning my room begins tomorrow, and i'm being totally d'icks to myself and trashing my room as I speak.

Had nine hours of classes straight and fell asleep for a while during the fourth.

When I woke up, my friend who was next to me whispered: "You sure are in need of a bf". Don't know what happened, but she's right...

Headache, sore throat and I'm losing my voice. Not now ;____;

Meeting my fiancees parents in less than an hour, going out for Dim Sum. After trying on about 324509723057 different clothing combinations I think I'm somewhat content.. Now I just need to worry about the 5 million other things going through my head. I'm doomed.

I got a 100 on my Orgo exam and then a 94 on my cogpsych exam!!! Also alcohol?

Well, today went shockingly well.

We went to Dim Sum in a little before 12:00 and it was great. Being 6'5 and in good shape, I have quite the appetite, and her parents got a kick out of how much I can eat haha. So that was fun. Her dad isn't the most talkative type, but he made sure to scold me when I was putting too much on my plate without finishing what I had on there first, =)

We went to the Mall after as they insisted that I needed some "Winter" clothes. Her mom ended up buying me a really nice and quite expensive winter jacket. Which I was really happy about, and very thankful. We walked around for a few more hours, and then took off for Dinner. Which also went amazing. Overall, I am not 100% sure that they like me.. but I am at least a bit more comfortable and not filled with too many nerves anymore. However, tomorrow (sunday) I plan to pull her father aside and ask him for permission to marry his daughter. Lordy, I'm gonna need some luck with that one.


When all is said and done though, a great day =)

This weekend is insane. Between tailgating, work, going out, and grandparents visiting today, I've had no time for ANYTHING. Good thing this boy I had fun with last night was cute. Lying in bed in the morning wrapped in someone's arms will never get old.

No high speed internet for a week, dad tried to screw me over, lots and lots and lots to do, guess I needa stop making efforts towards people, I'll be back Saturday SP~

Liking my swedish friend too much. We are getting closer and closer every day. And between all the smiles, prolonged eye contact and accidental touching of hands, talking for hours on end and going for walks to wherever and just enjoying being together... my feelings don't seem to be peaking. OH WHAT'S THAT? HE STILL HAS A BOYFRIEND? OK.

Found out his boyfriend is coming over for the weekend again this week. and again the week after. This news upset me far more than it should.

Why does this happen to me?

It's hilarious how I had like no love-life to speak of before university. And now here I am getting incredibly close to a guy who is not single, while also seeing someone else... yeah. I've only been here like 3 weeks.

Ridiculously productive, did my coursework and all of my readings for the next week already, just gotta cruise into next weekend awwyeah

I need a break.

Liking my swedish friend too much. We are getting closer and closer every day. And between all the smiles, prolonged eye contact and accidental touching of hands, talking for hours on end and going for walks to wherever and just enjoying being together... my feelings don't seem to be peaking. OH WHAT'S THAT? HE STILL HAS A BOYFRIEND? OK.

Found out his boyfriend is coming over for the weekend again this week. and again the week after. This news upset me far more than it should.

Why does this happen to me?

It's hilarious how I had like no love-life to speak of before university. And now here I am getting incredibly close to a guy who is not single, while also seeing someone else... yeah. I've only been here like 3 weeks.

I wonder if he's noticing the obvious chemistry you two have together as much as you are? Are him and his boyfriend really happy together?

You know when you go through those phases where you just really hate everyone?
yeah I've been like that all week.

Liking my swedish friend too much. We are getting closer and closer every day. And between all the smiles, prolonged eye contact and accidental touching of hands, talking for hours on end and going for walks to wherever and just enjoying being together... my feelings don't seem to be peaking. OH WHAT'S THAT? HE STILL HAS A BOYFRIEND? OK.

Found out his boyfriend is coming over for the weekend again this week. and again the week after. This news upset me far more than it should.

Why does this happen to me?

It's hilarious how I had like no love-life to speak of before university. And now here I am getting incredibly close to a guy who is not single, while also seeing someone else... yeah. I've only been here like 3 weeks.

I am in an almost identical situation to you right now. It's as if you want to be bold and do something to grab their focus and attention, but risk pineappleing up the relationship if it doesn't go your way.

I'm scared. I haven't felt so in love in a very long time, but I don't want to strain such an amazing friendship because I'm lonely and require something intimate to compensate for my lack of a social life.

You know when you go through those phases where you just really hate everyone?

You mean life?

Regrettably my sisters friends won battle of the bands. I wish failure on them like a ritual. I hope they fall apart at one point.

I wonder if he's noticing the obvious chemistry you two have together as much as you are? Are him and his boyfriend really happy together?

I think he's noticing something, but I think he might be trying to ignore it. He just gets sorta quiet about these things, or he'll purposefully change the subject back to a guy i've been seeing, or word things carefully so they don't sound too complimentary.
He's definitely happy with his boyfriend, which is distressing. But mostly, the way he describes how he is with his boyfriend is actually the same as how me and him hang out. He's even brought me to the same places, wanted to show me the same films etc.

I am in an almost identical situation to you right now. It's as if you want to be bold and do something to grab their focus and attention, but risk pineappleing up the relationship if it doesn't go your way.

I'm scared. I haven't felt so in love in a very long time, but I don't want to strain such an amazing friendship because I'm lonely and require something intimate to compensate for my lack of a social life.

I know exactly how you feel. I have a really great friendship here, but the potential for it to be something better is just too great to ignore. I've never spent this much time with one person. We had a whole "group dynamic" at first, but it's ended up being just the two of us most of the time, and with all the time we've spent together the feelings sorta blindsided me.
Is the person you like in a relationship too? or do you just not want to the change the friendly relationship you have?

I think he's noticing something, but I think he might be trying to ignore it. He just gets sorta quiet about these things, or he'll purposefully change the subject back to a guy i've been seeing, or word things carefully so they don't sound too complimentary.

Don't do anything you might regret later.

May hell week begin.

Typical god damned NZ Spring. F'uck you Gisborne.

Also won a $200 tab at a bar quiz.