How was your day?

*hugs*



*hugs*

I'd like to inquire further with both of you, but totally understand if you don't want to share more. Stay strong.

OT: Though my last sentence is rather ironic since I'm regrettably the third in a row now to post a sad post. I'm most likely borderline clinical depression. Doing better now than earlier in the night, but overall really unhappy.

Fiance, girlfriend of two years, and best friend for six years broke up with me on Monday of last week. By Wednesday she had kissed another guy.

B-R-O-K-E-N-H-E-A-R-T

Went to work, now I have a minor headache, and I'm hungry.

Fiance, girlfriend of two years, and best friend for six years broke up with me on Monday of last week. By Wednesday she had kissed another guy.

B-R-O-K-E-N-H-E-A-R-T

*massive overload of hugs*

I feel you. I had an unbelievably difficult breakup myself last semester, but it was nothing compared to another friend's here, or yours now. Feel free to PM me anytime you want to talk. If there's anything I can say for the time being, it's make sure to eat. The friend I mentioned in the previous sentence was so devastated she was bedridden for a week and lost 30 pounds in that time because she didn't eat. Please don't do that to yourself.

Fiance, girlfriend of two years, and best friend for six years broke up with me on Monday of last week. By Wednesday she had kissed another guy.

B-R-O-K-E-N-H-E-A-R-T

Ouch.....sorry to hear that my friend.

*massive overload of hugs*

I feel you. I had an unbelievably difficult breakup myself last semester, but it was nothing compared to another friend's here, or yours now. Feel free to PM me anytime you want to talk. If there's anything I can say for the time being, it's make sure to eat. The friend I mentioned in the previous sentence was so devastated she was bedridden for a week and lost 30 pounds in that time because she didn't eat. Please don't do that to yourself.

Already lost fourteen. I've managed to get an eating disorder and a drinking problem in the same week! Yay me.

Oh, and did I mention my employers are her family? There goes their plans for me taking over the family business for them and two years of hard work. Yay me.

Please eat and take care of yourself. I'm so extremely sorry for both you and Sarah.

Try not to make the drinking problem a habit - it will only consume you.

Already lost fourteen. I've managed to get an eating disorder and a drinking problem in the same week! Yay me.

Oh, and did I mention my employers are her family? There goes their plans for me taking over the family business for them and two years of hard work. Yay me.

D: I am soooo sorry.

I can't begin to imagine how that would feel. My itty bitty relationship could never compare...



Please start eating as soon as possible :/

I'm deeply sorry for you both, Sarah and ImagineAll. I hope you can stay strong and move on. Remember there are people here you can always talk to. When I had my breakdown I felt really blessed to have received so much support from fellow SPers.

Today was spent zoning my mind out because I'm not mentally prepared for tomorrow.

Had KFC for dinner, then went out and celebrated national pancake day with a friend. Was good times.

Please eat and take care of yourself. I'm so extremely sorry for both you and Sarah.

Try not to make the drinking problem a habit - it will only consume you.

It's not that I don't want to eat. I just can't. I ate on Thursday and threw it up within ten minutes. I attempted to eat a burrito last night and threw it all up midway through eating it. I'm not one for addictions these days. I can and do quit doing things on a dime. It's just a lot more bearable coming home to being alone and having a healthy buzz going so I don't just crawl under my bedsheets and cry myself to sleep night after night.

I'm deeply sorry for you both, Sarah and ImagineAll. I hope you can stay strong and move on. Remember there are people here you can always talk to. When I had my breakdown I felt really blessed to have received so much support from fellow SPers.

Today was spent zoning my mind out because I'm not mentally prepared for tomorrow.

I've always appreciated SP for it's tight knit group of people. Transparency isn't exactly my biggest thing in real life, and I tend to just bottle it up where no one knows anything is wrong with me until I'm just brokendown. So it always helps to come here and let things out a bit and know I'm not being judged I guess.

I don't know what this is right now, and I certainly don't know how to react. She just wants her space and given that we're both in college wants to not be binded to a relationship though she swears she still wants to be with me, just right now she wants to do her own thing. She said she wants to get back together after summer, and I'm just like, "pineapple that."

Sorry ImagineAll. At least we're all in a single sinking boat, right. Spooning time!

I went and got my hair cut to cheer myself up. Looked like fucking pomegranate when it was done and I was so mad but I tipped anyway. Then I got home and washed/styled it a bit more and it looks spectacular. Pretty happy.

Sorry ImagineAll. At least we're all in a single sinking boat, right. Spooning time!

I went and got my hair cut to cheer myself up. Looked like fucking pomegranate when it was done and I was so mad but I tipped anyway. Then I got home and washed/styled it a bit more and it looks spectacular. Pretty happy.

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Drove cars around all day for work. Was fun.

Baby stuff everywhere. Weird.

Got my first tattoo today.

Got my first tattoo today.

A thing of beauty! Nice.

Someone ate all the pepperoni off the leftover pizza...but I don't remember if it was me. Eh, I'll be mad about it anyways.

Oh, and these skittles will do wonders for my sickne :[ Can't stop eatingggg

Ate, tutored, bitched, read, and still I need more distractions.

Sad

Sad

Hope you feel better soon .