How was your day?

Things were finally starting to go somewhat well, finally being interested in stuff, looking into research opportunities, maybe thinking about grad school again, making friends, but I've come to realize that there is no happiness, only despair.

Okay, that was a bit over-dramatic, but still, I tend to go from content to depressed alarmingly fast. Sadness.

I accidently threw my best friend under the bus when I told his boss he was sleeping. He was supposed to be at an event.

...this isn't the first time I've done it....

Why mouth, why? Now I feel like crap and I know he's angry with me. We were supposed to go somewhere together afterwards but he left without me. *sigh*

I got a ALTTP and four swords today finished a week long class(god damit I kinda wanna do in rate stuff) that got me further in my warfare device qual(god dam body armor dont wanna think about it with plates) and found out Im possibly going to be working on a project site later. Oh and I think I'm going to the range next week in full gear.

RIP Laptop #5,425,468.
...Welp, there goes the savings fund for a new tuxedo.

I have to be the most socially awkward person on the planet.

I have to be the most socially awkward person on the planet.

I am also a resident of this planet, so no.

For the past month, work has been so slow that people have been allowed to leave early almost every day. The Amazon and SMX (the company that hires part-time employees to work at the warehouses) managers had promised to convert most of the part-timers to full-time Amazonians. 80% of those part-time employees have been fired and people are still getting their conversions denied. I understand that they don't want to hurt morale but many of these people NEED a job to pay their bills. Hell, there are a couple people here who have another job because they still don't have the money to pay their bills. At least have the decency to not promise conversions so they know to look for another job just in case they don't get this one. =/

Anyway I only worked 2 hours today because it's my weekend and I'm tired of work. Maybe if my pay was a little higher and the managers didn't conveniently forget to train me to do different jobs, while training all the part-time people they just ended up firing, I would care a little more.

I'm considering buying Oblivion, as it's the last of the main TES games I haven't played, but I keep seeing pictures of the potato people and getting turned off. In the meantime maybe I can man up and try to beat Arena. Or I can just continue to play Skyrim.

Watched Ip Man 1 and holly pomegranate it was amazing.

Will definitely do this for the english HSC if I can as a related text.

why

wow, I'm going out with people from work.

I've been working at this place for three years an not once have I socialized with them, in a public place, outside of work.

Feels weird.

Met my lady's grandmother today and we made frappuccinos together. :') It was a lovely day!

FINALLY got my passport ordered after numerous setbacks with it (hopefully it arrives before my professors kicks me from the class.....Ill be pissed if he does.)

Also spent the whole day with my girlfriend. Such a great day! Went for my passport, got a haircut, went to the movies together with her sister and then got sushi. After all that, went to one of my girlfriends friends houses and hung out for a bit, played a round of beerpong and won!

And now I must go to sleep so that I can wake up early and go to Disneyland for the superbowl!!

fuckin immigrants

It's official, house has an ant problem. It's to the point where the dish washing liquid is safe from these menace

Wrote my first physics lab report in accordance with AIP journal publishing format. The real world is complicated and has too many rules


ALSO TAUGHT MYSELF BAYES THEOREM WHILE NEVER HAVING TAKEN A PROBABILITY COURSE. GO ME.

I have now determined that love and opiates feel exactly the same. Love feels goddamn fantastic. Hot damn.

I have now determined that love and opiates feel exactly the same. Love feels goddamn fantastic. Hot damn.

But the withdrawal symptoms if the supply is cut off... much much worse.

But the withdrawal symptoms if the supply is cut off... much much worse.

The supply will eventually be cut off in 100% of cases.

Still worth it.

Wee combat shooting classes





that I suck at doesnt help that Im not great with the m4