How was your day?

Happy first day of August!

My summer vacation is on the final stretch. nooo :c

Yes, happy first day of August! And another first thing is that I was able to finally solo Magnus!

I really don't want summer to end but I also want winter to come because it's my favorite season D:

In other news, I talked to my oldest brother for the first time in 11 years. It was an interesting experience.

RA Training officially started!

i dreamt of crush for atleast 4 nights this week. not seeing crush for 2 weeks might have been the cause... idek brain pls stop

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Had a nice lunch with one of my old friends today.

I used to have a big crush on her in high school, but that's since passed. Our personalities used to be very similar, and that's honestly what's kept us friends for all these years. She's been having some inside problems recently and she just doesn't want to talk about it with anyone--even me, the one person whom she knows she can talk to about anything.

The most, I think, I could've done to help her out was to just help her out with embracing the positives and using them to help deal with the negatives (I told her exactly that) but I don't think I was able to get my point across well enough. The most I can do now, I think, is just be positive myself and be positive around her. Like I said, we're really similar, but down the road it seems like I've been able to develop a really positive outlook on everything, while she's done the opposite, and by no means do I blame her.

I really do care about her. I fear that keeping her problems to herself will hurt her--she says she can't even talk to her boyfriend, her parents, or her sister about it, and she's very close to all of them. I just hope she doesn't travel down the worse road.

EDIT: I got caught up with that. On a more upbeat note, after literally never in my life having worn a button down shirt that fits me, I found one that actually does fit! My shoulders are broad even without muscle and I sort of have a barrel chest, but the rest of my torso is small-ish (Basically the stereotypical athletic body type). Instead of going through all the tailored-fit shirts that stores had to offer, I just went through "normal" fit shirts and sized down to a small.

A miracle has dawned upon me today. Also I squatted 335. Not a PR but I haven't squatted heavy in a while, so that's another thing.

Felt a pang of loneliness after getting this in the mail today.

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And Sunday marks her 2 months. I thought it was pretty nice of them, because this isn't a service we paid for or ordered.

Today I made my job move to San Antonio official. I am kind of upset, but I will take what I can get. I am stepping down from Floral Designer back to Sales Assosciate. I was ok'd to keep my pay rate with my new raise, so I'll be making 10.13/hr on the floor and netting about 20 hours a week so it will suffice. I am just gonna miss being a designer, the most I'll get to do until further notice is assist.

Oh well, this week I need to figure out financials for sure and then just ride until August 17th. Life is happening yo.

My girlfriend cancelled dinner plans at Olive Garden last minute so I guess I'm spending Saturday on MapleStory.

The lord is testing me today

I don't regret giving them as a gift it just sucks not being appreciated. Never gonna happen again now.

Now I have to find a way to make more NX and I have to wait even longer to scroll and cube my stuff.

I'll probably get yelled at for posting this if certain people ever see it but w/e idc anymore. walls are going back up; not trusting anyone on maple but myself.

*hugs*

Well, today marks the last day of my summer break before I go off on my very eventful Junior Year in HS.
My mom and her siblings have started thinking about just buying a extremely big house and have all of us live there as a big family. Mindful, you're combining 3 families, which include,
7 Kids in School, 3 1/2 (Me being the 1/2) Drivers, and alongside the fact only one of the three siblings actually have good credit and income. Either this will go horrifically wrong or go amazingly right.

I spent (wasted?) 3/4 of my day just playing League and apparently my brother looked at my match history, shook his head, and then watched two games to give me tips.

I think I can League infinitely better now. But I played so much, my right shoulder hurts.

Well, today marks the last day of my summer break before I go off on my very eventful Junior Year in HS.
My mom and her siblings have started thinking about just buying a extremely big house and have all of us live there as a big family. Mindful, you're combining 3 families, which include,
7 Kids in School, 3 1/2 (Me being the 1/2) Drivers, and alongside the fact only one of the three siblings actually have good credit and income. Either this will go horrifically wrong or go amazingly right.

Either you'll somehow end up with a mansion or a row of complexes.

Currently camping for RA training, I'm a little more than a stones throw away from a lake, and tomorrow we are doing the high ropes course

So, relationship type news. I'm chatting it up with two girls. First girl is moving close to my area from Modesto, she's cute and we have a lot in common. I feel like she flirts with me when we are texting, burning not reading too much into it. I hope we can go on a date soon though. The second girl I've only seen a pic of her face, and she is openly flirting with me. I've told her I'm not really into thicker girls and would have too see them in person to really make the call and she's said she's got a bigger waist...I'm also not asking for a pic cause that's really shallow, so we will see how it all goes!

Both girls, sadly, don't have cars :/

Either you'll somehow end up with a mansion or a row of complexes.

Defining Mansion in Hawaii means you have to be a millionaire to even buy somewhere nice.

Second night of RA camping. I'm sleeping tonight in the back of a truck. Currently listening to a screech owl, looking at a night sky full of stars.

I love my job!

Found out I qualify for this loan called Texas B on Time loan, essentially as long as I graduate in 4 years with a 3.0 the loan will be forgiven. The great part is that it's 7.7k, interest free regardless, and I can get it every year for the next 4 years. This is cutting my costs by a lot, I don't think I'll need any private loans with this. I am elated and ready to move to San Antonio.

Whooo got a job interview at Ernst & Young on Friday. Future tax consultant here.

[MENTION=1697]FrozNlite[/MENTION], guess who's going fancy clothes shopping tomorrow.