How was your day?

Do you guys ever, for a long period of time, just wanna be alone?

I find myself, such as now, just going to class and getting it over with and going back to my dorm and just sitting on my laptop and listening to music. I don't even get lunch with my friends anymore really, I don't bother texting them or meeting up with them or replying to their texts. Just wanna be alone lately. I'm content, but I feel it's unhealthy.

Long period of time? I'm practically a graduate at it.

Long period of time? I'm practically a graduate at it.

Can you expand on that? :/

Do you guys ever, for a long period of time, just wanna be alone?

Yes. Definitely.
I don't know when I started to be like this but for the past few years I really prefer to stay inside and be alone. During class I listen to music (after the lesson is taught) with my noise cancelling earbuds so people who try talking to me get shut out while I do my own thing. For friends, I only have 2 close friends and we only meet up once a month. Just recently I've stopped responding to other people when they text me..

Beware the Ides of March. Don't get stabbed now, ya hear?!

So today I decided to watch 5 Centimeters Per Second.
That was my day.
Now I'm kind of sad.

Feeling really depressed and hopeless during the day and fine at night. This happened yesterday too. I hope I'm not starting to give up. :/

Can you expand on that? :/

There's not much to explain except that I just like to be alone almost all of the time.

I feel like I'm one of the only people who does not look forward to Fridays all because I have to wake up at 3-3:30 am for a mandatory run(that last for a fun hr) and stay up till at least 11:30pm

One of my friends got mugged/gay bashed. He just got discharged by the hospital. Put everyone in a very sad and angry mood.

I really hope he has a speedy recovery...

Went to work, lazy lazy lazy pomegranate tonight. Afterwards picked up my friends, got Mexican food, then went to smoke hookah. Holy pineapple that place was so ghetto, so much delicious and untouchable eye candy. Getting a car came just in time to make this spring break hella fun, excited for the gay club tomorrow night. ;3

Feeling really depressed and hopeless during the day and fine at night. This happened yesterday too. I hope I'm not starting to give up. :/

:<

Got the last kind of text message I was expecting from the girl I had a crush on. Just to catch people up in the same post, this is the girl that I had told I liked, she didnt like me like that, blah blah blah, and on valentines day, I gave her a hand made note, saying that she didnt deserve to be alone on valentines day, or any day, with love, my name. And heard nothing from her about it til tonight.

In short, she texted me, telling me that the note really had cheered her up. She was going to write a reply, but she was told she shouldnt. She seems to want to talk but doesnt want to hurt me or something :\


Honestly, dont know how I feel about it, but I am happy that she didnt get upset or something about it.

I found out that the way i 'breakdown' is actually just plopping in my bed moaning and feeling like pomegranate the whole day. It happens alot after bad work/school days.

Arrived in Victoria on Friday, and Stephen had to go to work shortly after.. so we met his friend, Darwin, at his work (an arena) and had tickets for that night's hockey game.
`Twas fun...but during one of the intermissions it showed the 'kiss cam' on Darwin and me...SO AWKWARD LOL- having people cheering for us to kiss and such. Nooooooooo way. Makes for a good story, though.
And then yesterday Stephen and I drove around, and went to the beach (see photo below), and played around there awhile, then went to Beacon Hill park, which was lovely, and we saw some peacocks walking around.
Today we're gonna be going downtown and in the evening hanging out and drinking with some of his friends. All in all, having an amazing time so far

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Arrived in Victoria on Friday, and Stephen had to go to work shortly after.. so we met his friend, Darwin, at his work (an arena) and had tickets for that night's hockey game.

WERE YOU AT THE CANUCKS GAME

re : the interview from yesterday, results come out early this week, so we'll find out soon

Working an almost all day shift after getting home at 4AM. Lordy my legs are tired, and spring break is over. Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ;__;

Super tired after Disneyland yesterday, slept til 3:30 pm.

Got this sweet ass mug with a drink I ordered though!

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Contemplating getting my ears pierced, but can't really decide on whether or not I should.

Also, St. Patrick's day got the best of me again. Having to call it an early night cause I'm done.

I hate to admit it, but I'm falling for my ex again.
Kinda contemplating if I should buy a PS4, and alongside that, contemplating if I should buy more Jap. Imported Games again. (Especially Kingdom Hearts 1.5 Remix)

I hate to admit it, but I'm falling for my ex again.
Kinda contemplating if I should buy a PS4

re : PS4, not at release

re : your ex, DON'T DO IT MAN SHE'S PROBABLY YOUR EX FOR A REASON