How was your day?

Eurgh. Feel ill, panicking about uni work, love life feeling unfulfilled, missing being at home.
I just want to go home and sleep. I'm sick of worrying, and my friends are nowhere to be found.
I more or less patched things up with Mr. Sweden, but now he keeps bringing up our argument in a rather nasty way to try and make me feel bad. So i'm a bit pissed off that he's the best friend I have right now, since he's trying to make me feel bad on purpose because he "finds it funny"

Eurgh. Feel ill, panicking about uni work, love life feeling unfulfilled, missing being at home.
I just want to go home and sleep. I'm sick of worrying, and my friends are nowhere to be found.
I more or less patched things up with Mr. Sweden, but now he keeps bringing up our argument in a rather nasty way to try and make me feel bad. So i'm a bit pissed off that he's the best friend I have right now, since he's trying to make me feel bad on purpose because he "finds it funny"

That must really feel bad. You made your mistakes but to be reminded like this each time by the best friend you've got right now must really suck.

Nothing much to say about today. Class got postponed so I'm going to fine-tune my draft.

Eurgh. Feel ill, panicking about uni work, love life feeling unfulfilled, missing being at home.
I just want to go home and sleep. I'm sick of worrying, and my friends are nowhere to be found.
I more or less patched things up with Mr. Sweden, but now he keeps bringing up our argument in a rather nasty way to try and make me feel bad. So i'm a bit pissed off that he's the best friend I have right now, since he's trying to make me feel bad on purpose because he "finds it funny"

Ditch him. You belong to IRC now.

So I decided to begin eating my oranges I got today after asking the lady if there was seeds inside them or not. She told me there wasn't seeds. She lied.

Starting to study a week ahead of these exams, which is probably a good thing because it seems although I grasp the material I can't solve the problems hmmm

All of my classes are getting out early today because of Thanksgiving break.
Good day. Perhaps I'll work on some drawings later,, for FUN instead of assignments.
Joy

My date was settled today to eleven days from now. So nervous. :'x

WELL, I went to a student focus group that wanted feedback on my program, so me and a bunch of other students bitched about how crappy one class in particular was, and other ways that they could make our lives a little easier without actually affecting the curriculum. Hell if I know if they'll actually implement anything we suggested, but trying to reason it out with them is better than nothing =P

On another note, found 2 bucks on the bus ride home WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Today took an unexpected twist which ended up with me making some progress in my love life hmm this could be going places.

Ugh why does he make me feel like this? He says he's not going anywhere and we share a moment one night.

I really want a relationship with him but he's not giving me an answer. He told me he'll tell me what we are after the weekend settles down. Now here it is Tuesday and no answer. I want to bring it up, but I brought it up once before. I'm afraid of driving him away or pushing him to make a decision too fast.

He hasn't told me anything, but we kiss every night, last one pushing me onto the bed and kissing/laying on top of me.

I guess if he really doesn't want to be with me, he wouldn't be doing this sort of thing, but still =/
TELL ME SOMETHING!

Today...well, I went home early due to my fever coming back around 2nd period. Afterschool, is where my day really began.
I turn to my phone. I opened to find 120 worded text. A 120-word text on how I'm always there for her, basically.
...And it ends with the three words I swore I'd never see.

Well, that's my day. Went home around 10, slept till 5, got the message at 6.

Other than that, I always wanted to learn how to to flash animations. After all this is over, I'll go look up how to.

Today...well, I went home early due to my fever coming back around 2nd period. Afterschool, is where my day really began.
I turn to my phone. I opened to find 120 worded text. A 120-word text on how I'm always there for her, basically.
...And it ends with the three words I swore I'd never see.

Those three words i said she was gonna tell you?

killing myself because this

 gay

6 AM breakfast with friends at a Mexican food joint. Got me some migas!

killing myself because this

 gay

ugh this is beautiful *saved*

In other news, back home for break and running errands. Renewed my license and about to go get my weave did. Then more homework until the new SVU tonight. #WORKINALLDAYERRDAY

So random, the other night Andy shows up at my window unanounced and some people found it romantic I found it creepy and stalkerish given that things went downhill after he left. Then last night I had a great drinking time, actually smoked some "stuff" my friend had for the first time in a while, and now preparing for the horrid sale at Michaels tomorrow.

Went to school again, in spite of the fact I'm gonna march on Black Friday, and I'm more sick as ever. On the brightside, at least I got to spend a day with her.
...Though, as soon as I got home, I just fell asleep on my bed, and found out I left the front door open, and a cat got in. It was the cat my sister plays with, she named it Mimi. it was sitting on the dining room table. It likes me, but it ran out as soon as I went for the water.

Haha, fun day so far.

Sad night...but fun night too.

Drove four hours home yesterday, and met my best friend for Sushi.
I think we talked more than we ate, just about everything.
Then we saw Wreck It Ralph and grabbed some coffee from Olive Garden and talked more.
I've missed her so much ^^

But of course, there has to be some sort of drama. While we were out, she gets a text from my ex, 'you with her?'.
Also, found out some information from her that basically comes down to me slowly blocking him from my facebook details/photos.
She told me that he thinks I deleted some conversations on some of my photos to hide it from him, which makes no logical sense to me.
If I was going to do that, I'd delete all of the conversation and not just that person's side of it...does it not cross his mind that I block people/people delete their facebooks?

Sigh. There's more but I really don't care to spill all my ex-drama here.

Worked 7.5 hours, getting paid 1.5x but still augh sfdkzflkbawelbzg so crazy the people that come to Michaels for these sales on Thanksgiving are crazy ugh gosh. Floral sales weren't crazy like I was hoping even though I merchandised what I had and didn't do as well as I was hoping. Disappointed there, whatever my manager forgot to schedule me tomorrow so I will enjoy having Black Friday off.