How was your day?

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women

Got my paper back, got a 99 on it. Then found out a customer is reallllllllly pleased with her order, so overall pretty great day!

Cut open a Pig's heart. Crush didn't say 'bye' back.
Meh.

Romantic tension. Everywhere. He cooked me a meal last night. physical contact increasing. eye contact increasing.
Falling hard.

Why aren't I happy about this?

Romantic tension. Everywhere. He cooked me a meal last night. physical contact increasing. eye contact increasing.
Falling hard.

Why aren't I happy about this?

Because he's technically not single and technically not single boys like to be complex and frustrating.

OT: what I just said, plus I'm not dealing with said boy in my life anymore. Well, man, turns out he may look 16 but he's 30? Okay.

How silly of me to think that my Fiancees parents would actually accept me for me...................

I must have missed the part where Love now comes second to Money.

How silly of me to think that my Fiancees parents would actually accept me for me...................

I must have missed the part where Love now comes second to Money.

Now? Love has always come second to money, at least in those cultures in which parents have a significant say in who their offspring marry.

Watched The Hunger Games.

Don't bother.

Going to San Diego tomorrow for a field trip (aquarium, tide pools, etc.). FREAKIN' RAD!

Achievement unlocked! Bombed first college exam!

Falling in and out of love with the same person

justgayboythings

Today I realized that I'm starting to hate my career deeply, that I'm not even half as good as my classmates, and that I'm desperated for a serious relationship.

Typical and mandatory uni student nerve crisis during exams week, I guess.

Finished off the homecoming order today, $213 and the customer was so stunned at how amazing it came out. I topped last year by a lot, and I've definitely got her coming back for her final one next year. Not to sound cocky but I'm really fucking proud of that, worked so hard. Went out and guy watched with my dearest pal Phae and vented about life with her and now I'm gonna pass out finally~

Falling in and out of love with the same person

justgayboythings

WHO OMG

WHO OMG

How do you not know this...

Hell week is almost over. Just have to make it through my second organic chemistry test tomorrow and I'll be in the clear.

My day turned out well. Class was a bit overwhelming due to students talking as loud as possible and the teacher sitting there like a bump on a log as if nothing is wrong. Useless teacher is useless.

Was up all night yesterday trying to sort out girl problems (wholeee 'notha story) and finishing my lab write up. It's about 5 am, and my lab starts at 8:05. I figure I can grab a two hour nap, print the lab when I wake up, make coffee, and do the Pre-lab questions that were due. Just in case, I set three alarms (one alarm clock, two on my phone).

I woke up at 7:56, lol.
Printer doesn't work because I hooked it up wrong, but I end up getting there at like 8:15. Didn't get my prelab questions done

Also my lab partner is gay and wants to do me.


Then I had to make a difficult decision to tell someone that got too attached that it wouldn't work out because of distance (literally the other side of the country). Feels really bad.

1st Quarter Grades came in. Ended up with a 3.0. I could have sworn I got a F in one class...I guess that's the C-. Wonder what I did that made it up...That or my teacher was nice. I should count my blessings big time.
Either way, back at the hospital because my cousin is just...well, very sick.

Had the most amazing night.
Had the most awkward morning.

Went over to cuddle and watch some crappy horror films with my man. I ended up getting soaked on the way because it was raining, so I ended up wearing his clothes, which was nice. It was quite literally the perfect night for me.... until his housemate got involved.
His housemate (another guy) is literally in love with him, and has been for the past year or so. He's so obsessed with him that he made it a rule that he isn't allowed to have another guy sleeping in his room. So I had to grudgingly un-cuddle myself from him and sleep in the guest room. I was fine with this. I found it quite funny in an evil "You jelly?" sorta way.

So yeah, he woke me up in the morning and made me a cup of tea, which was lovely. I went and got changed back into my own wet clothes (I imagine that the housemate seeing me wearing my mans clothes would be awkward) and was just about to leave when his housemate walked out of the kitchen and saw us together. We said an awkward "Good morning" too each other. I could literally feel his murderous intent.

I feel evil that I enjoyed this guys jealous suffering. Probably because I'm on the winning side of it for once.

I just spent way too much time organizing my iTunes library so that the grid artwork matched up and set the defaults for artists how I wanted it. This is OCD at it's finest I AM TOO ORGANIZED why can't I be this organized with my time?

It's 6 AM in the morning and I have to get up to return my friend's gym bag to him WHOOPS I'm probably going to be asleep when he texts me.

I should probably get to bed bu--OH MY GOD JUST SAW THE VIDEO FOR RIDE IS OUT GOODBYE SLEEP CAN WAIT.