2012-07-18, 01:35 PM
So tired today. The caffeine.. it did not work.
I'm so damn shy. There is this really amazingly good looking girl who delivers stuff to our house every week, she seems really nice and i think she's interested in me, but I just CANNOT speak to her for the life of me. My dad has no problem talking to her, they have conversations and are friendly, but today when i answered the door to her i basically gave her a half-arsed smile, said about 5 polite words to her and i didn't say 'Goodbye' until i had almost closed the door in a rush to back out of the conversation.
Seriously, slay me now.
I'm so damn shy. There is this really amazingly good looking girl who delivers stuff to our house every week, she seems really nice and i think she's interested in me, but I just CANNOT speak to her for the life of me. My dad has no problem talking to her, they have conversations and are friendly, but today when i answered the door to her i basically gave her a half-arsed smile, said about 5 polite words to her and i didn't say 'Goodbye' until i had almost closed the door in a rush to back out of the conversation.
Seriously, slay me now.

