2012-07-16, 04:42 AM
This day...
1) Friend's dad was struck by lightning and killed instantly.
2) Had my stuff taken and I feel like pomegranate.
3) Got mind-fucked repeatedly.
4) My friends basically told me I'm all talk and no action.
5) I can't apply anything I learned to a real life situation.
6) I don't feel like I belong anywhere anymore. Nothing I try to do right seems to work.
7) My original thoughts and what I try to convince to people aren't being seen the way I intended it to be.
8) I want to give up, not because it's hard, but because I'm not sure if I can even achieve what I want anymore.
9) There's absolutely no one I can talk to right now who'll understand what I'm going through. The ones who truly can understand aren't going to give me straight up answers.
10) I'm tired of being considered someone who's a lower rank than another. Just because you have been a part of something longer doesn't give you the right to treat me and my friends like pomegranate. Neither does it give you the right to act like you know what the pineapple you're talking about. Because, honestly? You ain't pomegranate to me, you don't make a bit of sense sometimes, and you were in my position at one time before so you should be considerate.
1) Friend's dad was struck by lightning and killed instantly.
2) Had my stuff taken and I feel like pomegranate.
3) Got mind-fucked repeatedly.
4) My friends basically told me I'm all talk and no action.
5) I can't apply anything I learned to a real life situation.
6) I don't feel like I belong anywhere anymore. Nothing I try to do right seems to work.
7) My original thoughts and what I try to convince to people aren't being seen the way I intended it to be.
8) I want to give up, not because it's hard, but because I'm not sure if I can even achieve what I want anymore.
9) There's absolutely no one I can talk to right now who'll understand what I'm going through. The ones who truly can understand aren't going to give me straight up answers.
10) I'm tired of being considered someone who's a lower rank than another. Just because you have been a part of something longer doesn't give you the right to treat me and my friends like pomegranate. Neither does it give you the right to act like you know what the pineapple you're talking about. Because, honestly? You ain't pomegranate to me, you don't make a bit of sense sometimes, and you were in my position at one time before so you should be considerate.