2012-04-10, 04:38 PM
I like to think I have full control of my dreams. I have a very vibrant imagination, I just imagine whatever I would like to be in. I prefer DBZ mechanic dreams, the problem is, I can't do damage. I have yet to control my concious to deal pain, I can beat someone to the brink of death yet it never shows an effect such as a rag doll.
But you can't always control your last thought's when you're asleep and the randomization is definitely fun to toy with. Zombie dreams are my greatest fear because they are reoccuring and no matter what I lose. I have taken every option in my house, even pre-prepared for it as events reoccured, such as the epidemic actually started. I seem to always fail.
I also have some weird awareness of time that passes. I can subconciously wake myself up in 15 minute intervals, and keep a concious idea for about an hour. After that I can't retain my conciousness and get emersed. It's funny because when I take naps at work during my breaks just to rejuvinate myself, they always are in shock how I manage to wake up 1-2 minutes within my break ending.
Or maybe this is all normal and I'm not special, it's not something I really talk about none the less for that fear lol
But you can't always control your last thought's when you're asleep and the randomization is definitely fun to toy with. Zombie dreams are my greatest fear because they are reoccuring and no matter what I lose. I have taken every option in my house, even pre-prepared for it as events reoccured, such as the epidemic actually started. I seem to always fail.
I also have some weird awareness of time that passes. I can subconciously wake myself up in 15 minute intervals, and keep a concious idea for about an hour. After that I can't retain my conciousness and get emersed. It's funny because when I take naps at work during my breaks just to rejuvinate myself, they always are in shock how I manage to wake up 1-2 minutes within my break ending.
Or maybe this is all normal and I'm not special, it's not something I really talk about none the less for that fear lol

