How was your day?

Ok let me just use this as a rant space. Today was meh, my dad fucking pissed me off, had a blegh day at work, but went out with my coworkers and had a great dinner at The Cheese Cake Factory and had a lot of fun in the end. Feeling meh cause my manager/friend is moving on Wednesday but I don't want to think about it.

 rant

I really fucking hate how my sexuality is such a fucking barrier for me. Today this amazingly cute guy comes into the store, he's friends with a coworker, and they're chatting and he's just buying paint. He's been in before and I've commented on how he was cute. He's just overall really cute, latino, clean and just a;kjdfgbsfdg. I kind of got a "he could be gay or bi" vibe from him, but then again I tend to be wrong in that assumption department. His friend, my coworker, also said there's a good chance he could be but at the same time maybe not. And derp me thinking about how cute he is but how he's probably straight made me so awkward. He decided to go sit in the paint aisle and work on his painting, anyone but him and I would have flipped pomegranate, and occasionally I'd walk by and help a customer and he'd add his two cents or be nice and I over think that. DGUFBSGBASDFG I JUST WISH I COULD KNOW THAT SOMEONE WAS INTO MEN SO I COULD KNOW THAT THE REASON THEY AREN'T A POSSIBILITY IS BECAUSE I AM INADEQUATE RATHER THAN THE WRONG GENDER. I told my coworker that I'm flat out into him and would really like a chance but ugh he's most likely not gay.