2012-02-11, 01:59 AM
yeahsureokuhhuh Wrote:I've got a date with a guy I really like so far tomorrow night, and I'm actually super excited for it.After being in a toxic relationship for a year and a half, I seem to have forgotten that these feelings are supposed to happen.
YAY! I'm so glad to see you're looking forward to moving forward. It's always heartening to read when people are getting past rough elements in their personal histories and stepping out again, whether into a new relationship, new job, etc. Warm hugs at learning to love again.
OT: First time back to the club in 7 months and I can't even dance with my friends for two minutes before guys are dancing with me. What? Where has this immediateness been every other time I've been there? Ohwell, fun times = random hookups that are decently better than the last one but still meh. Gave the guy a bad number when he asked this morning upon dropping me off...feels slightly bitchy but I really don't want to see him again, so hopefully it's all said and done.
In more important news, submitted my application for Conde Nast's Summer Intern Program, aka hello dream summer internship. Not getting my hopes up since it's the top-tier, best-of-the-best, but I'm proud of the application I submitted so hey, silver lining kudos to me.
Sitting here now back at home eating chili. Getting my weave did in 9 hours, then Chitown craziness. #ohbaby


After being in a toxic relationship for a year and a half, I seem to have forgotten that these feelings are