2012-01-09, 12:16 PM
Failing an exam by a large margin and knowing exactly why is one of the worst feelings I have ever felt, watching others finish half way in without trouble made that worse. Combine that with being sufficiently scrambled to attempt to hand a book in that I'd apparently left at home despite having convinced myself on the way into campus that I had it on me, getting no sleep all night, not eating/drinking enough yet still pointlessly regulating what I take in, and general brooding on how I've made the exact same mistakes 5 years running with no sign of learning from any of them made for one of the most depressing days I've had in a while.