Hey SP

Hey greg, I like you, I don't want you to be a coke head, you'll be calling my work begging for imaginary money. We don't want that. My friend Heath did coke/heroin, after he got kicked from the military. He did one too many shots, fell over backwards, on his knees, lost circulation to his legs. They were black by the time he got up, they had to chops hi legs off in his apartment, rush him to ER, and continue to saw off the poisoned blood. It was too late though and the circulation got to most if not all his major organs where they all simultaneously shut down. It's genuinely an adrenaline rush, how it's been described to me is that it makes the world move faster, make sense. The more you use it, the more that alternate universe becomes less visited and experienced, so you try to do more to keep in that realm.

Next thing you know you're dead, and who knows, maybe death gives you that ultimate new reality.