2011-08-08, 12:14 AM
My girlfriend called me three days before i was supposed to fly to San Diego to visit her to tell me that she cheated on me, and that she thought we should break up. -__-
That was the first girl I had actually had a committed relationship with. Before her, I just kinda did the "college hook-up thing" with a bunch of girls, but i would never look for a relationship because I get tired of people extremely easily and I value my time alone almost more than my time with other people. I was put on academic suspension this year because I've had a chronic laziness problem since the 5th grade. Starting then, I just ignore assignments, classes, etc. I made it to a great university though, with great test scores, but now, my senior year, I have to work my way through a couple semesters at a community college while the rest of my friends party it up and enjoy their senior year. -________-
I often ignore people because I would rather not speak to them or see them or move from whatever Im doing.
Even though I love being alone, when Im with people I dont want to leave them, I have more friends than i count, and I easily mesh with lots of different people, but ive never had a true best friend.
Im un-motivated, and I dont know how to stop it.
That was the first girl I had actually had a committed relationship with. Before her, I just kinda did the "college hook-up thing" with a bunch of girls, but i would never look for a relationship because I get tired of people extremely easily and I value my time alone almost more than my time with other people. I was put on academic suspension this year because I've had a chronic laziness problem since the 5th grade. Starting then, I just ignore assignments, classes, etc. I made it to a great university though, with great test scores, but now, my senior year, I have to work my way through a couple semesters at a community college while the rest of my friends party it up and enjoy their senior year. -________-
I often ignore people because I would rather not speak to them or see them or move from whatever Im doing.
Even though I love being alone, when Im with people I dont want to leave them, I have more friends than i count, and I easily mesh with lots of different people, but ive never had a true best friend.
Im un-motivated, and I dont know how to stop it.