Daily confession

I mean. I'd prefer passing away as peacefully as possible. I could go axe murderer on a couple of people and start beheading left and right, but that would leave a bad taste in my mouth and also leave the forum in disarray. I actually am grateful that I'm still allowed on this site despite past transgressions. I could leave. But it's just so easy to log back in, peek in, then leave. I could request a ban, but that would be an incorrect application and there is some liberation from clicking the big red button on yourself rather than having someone else perform that act for you. I have been spoiled by big red button options on previous sites. Self-deletion is a glorious concept. It really is.

I was only joking. But I understand your plight. I'm actually working a story about non-terminal non-depressive person pursuing for himself a voluntary euthanasia and the contrasts such a thing can have to a suicide (as well as the obvious current difficulty in procuring something of the sort). I imagine it's very analogous to your situation.

That was not secret and therefore a confession, thread. Don't get any ideas.