The Thread of More True Honesty.

I'm somewhat of a compulsive liar, I frequently find myself spinning HUGE webs of deceit. I often make up things on the fly when talking, and then convince people that I'm telling the truth. I am quite manipulative, and I frequently find that my webs of deceit are to make other people hate each other. I take most rules as challenges, not boundaries, which ends up making a lot of people annoyed at me. I have some self-esteem issues, probably stemming from being pretty overweight as a kid, and being a huge nerd for most of my life. I am occasionally a jackass to almost everyone, which, if you don't know me well, usually makes me look like a huge jackass. I'm about as trustworthy as Mark Zuckerberg, and trust people like they're Zuckie as well. I make pomegranate up about myself, a lot, too. I'm a huge hypocrite a lot of the time, and argue way too much for my own good. I troll, a lot, IRL and on the internet. I've honestly wanted to jump off a cliff, just to see what it would feel like. What I would think on the way down; what I would feel when I hit; what I would regret. I honestly want to know.
I used to be fat, but now am really skinny. I take ADD medication, which is also an appetite suppressant, so I eat MUCH less than I really should. I'm far too frank a lot of the time, and say stuff that really shouldn't be said. I have a really hard time asking girls out, I just prefer to be friend-zoned. It lets me kinda pretend that we're going out. I can still be "close." The girls that I have crushes on almost always get asked out (and accepted) by one of my 3 best friends. IT NEVER FAILS. Ofc, I don't tell anyone, so I just get friendzoned, and then lose interest. I flirt well with women I don't have interest in, but poorly with those that I do.