2011-07-09, 01:40 AM
I talked to a friend what I've been experiencing for these past few weeks since school ended and I finished camp. According to him, I know how it feels to be a hikikomori.
I've been spending unproductive days and I've been left feeling really unfulfilled, but I don't know what it is I actually have to fulfill. I start feeling restless and start moving around from task to task and sometimes, I get so restless that I just walk around the house to think, play conversations in my mind, or I come here and refresh New Posts expecting something. I haven't been around with friends in a while, I suppose I should have someone over during the weekend.
Today was almost another one of those days. The only really productive part I did was scheduling four college visits for later in the summer. I did get out of the house to watch Transformers 3 and hang around the mall for a bit, so I guess that counts for something, but still feel like I haven't really done much.
Well, I'll be waking up early to go to the gym in the morning.
I've been spending unproductive days and I've been left feeling really unfulfilled, but I don't know what it is I actually have to fulfill. I start feeling restless and start moving around from task to task and sometimes, I get so restless that I just walk around the house to think, play conversations in my mind, or I come here and refresh New Posts expecting something. I haven't been around with friends in a while, I suppose I should have someone over during the weekend.
Today was almost another one of those days. The only really productive part I did was scheduling four college visits for later in the summer. I did get out of the house to watch Transformers 3 and hang around the mall for a bit, so I guess that counts for something, but still feel like I haven't really done much.
Well, I'll be waking up early to go to the gym in the morning.