The Thread of More True Honesty.

I have not and never will (by choice) smoke.
I'm scared (not terrified, just very, very uncomfortable) at big social events with crowds (like school dances). I hate to dance.
I never learned to ride a bike.
I'm beginning to doubt all of my friendships but a handful (especially one).
I have had many crushes throughout my life but never had the balls to do something about them (this is what I hate most about myself).
I speak too quietly (not THAT quietly but it's annoying), so when in a room with a good amount of other people around (like a classroom), I often have to repeat myself several times or raise my voice significantly (hard for me to keep up and usually forget to do it) for someone near me to understand what I said.
My relationship with my father is not well because I can't relate to him at all and feel awkward around him most of the time, but I have the utmost respect and love for him for what he does and puts up with for the family.
I'm not particularly amazing at anything other than some video games, and it irks me to see people many times better than me when I put so much time into things (not just games).
I'm too lazy and know I have so much potential, but never have the most stellar grades in school despite knowing I'm smarter than some people I know that have 4.0s

I'll be back with more later lol ._.

edit: hate this too: I'm a quick learner for most things, but usually "cap" at how good I can be at it at some point, and almost cease to improve.