2011-06-25, 08:33 PM
I'm afraid that I'm going to push my fiance away due to my only other 2 boyfriends who abused me. My fiance is amazing and he'd never hurt me or treat me like sh*t, but yet I'm still scared and I walk on eggshells afraid to speak my mind. He never judges me but I judge myself way too much. Oh, and, I want another baby. Bad. Very bad. So bad I'm willing to get married at the court house so we can have one. I've been told I have less than 2 years to get pregnant before I can't anymore...
I need help or something.
I need help or something.

