I need a way out

Then man up and actually do it instead of talking about it on a forum for a children's game. Clearly, you think life is more important, because you're still alive. While you're here, you might as well stop talking about how horrible your life is and do something about it.

You're a moron. Please, do everyone a favor and shut up, you clearly know absolutely nothing at all.

Haseo i'll respond more when I have some time, sorry i'm busy. I've slit my wrists twice though so I think I can offer some insight.