2011-05-06, 03:01 AM
Alright, I have a serious one. I was trying to think of what would be my darkest secrets earlier, but I didn't come up with anything until now, after thinking about it a bit more. Then it clicked... Why didn't I remember this earlier? lol...
When I was younger, say 3 ~ 8 years-old, my mom did home daycare and since I was not in school yet / was in elementary school, I was home a LOT with the daycare kids. I rememer this one incident clearly.
When I was younger, I was always running around with the little girls my mom watched and the girls around my neighborhood. We'd be kids and you know... show eachother our "parts." (lol) I'd do that all of the time... Literally, ALL OF THE TIME and I'd get yelled at and beaten for it. However, this one time... This girl my mom watched for daycare and I went up in my bed room to play with our toys (I was ...4? I know it was before I was enrolled in Elementary school), but we ended up playing "house." So... Stuff happened... we're both naked, laying on top of eachother and what not... My mom makes a noise or something going up or going down the stairs, and the girl gets up and runs in the path of the door to see what's up. Bingo... my mom knows what's going on. I was beaten SO HARD with those huge wooden spoon thingies. My mom broke 3 or 4 of them over my ass and I had splinters burrowed in my ass for months. My mom just said "well, next time you'll think about that instead of getting with some girl" instead of taking me to the hospital to get them removed, which she SHOULD HAVE DONE. >_> I was picking splinters out of my butt cheeks for weeks. That sh'it hurt. That's probably why I have such a horrible self-esteem with real life women anymore. ._. I remember the pain clear as day. That's a scar that'll never go away.
When I was younger, say 3 ~ 8 years-old, my mom did home daycare and since I was not in school yet / was in elementary school, I was home a LOT with the daycare kids. I rememer this one incident clearly.
When I was younger, I was always running around with the little girls my mom watched and the girls around my neighborhood. We'd be kids and you know... show eachother our "parts." (lol) I'd do that all of the time... Literally, ALL OF THE TIME and I'd get yelled at and beaten for it. However, this one time... This girl my mom watched for daycare and I went up in my bed room to play with our toys (I was ...4? I know it was before I was enrolled in Elementary school), but we ended up playing "house." So... Stuff happened... we're both naked, laying on top of eachother and what not... My mom makes a noise or something going up or going down the stairs, and the girl gets up and runs in the path of the door to see what's up. Bingo... my mom knows what's going on. I was beaten SO HARD with those huge wooden spoon thingies. My mom broke 3 or 4 of them over my ass and I had splinters burrowed in my ass for months. My mom just said "well, next time you'll think about that instead of getting with some girl" instead of taking me to the hospital to get them removed, which she SHOULD HAVE DONE. >_> I was picking splinters out of my butt cheeks for weeks. That sh'it hurt. That's probably why I have such a horrible self-esteem with real life women anymore. ._. I remember the pain clear as day. That's a scar that'll never go away.