When was the last time you shed a tear because you felt overwhelmed by something?

i have an almost impossible relationship with a girl that means so much to me. I'm not willing to give her up bveut its also tearing me apart.
When she tells me from time to time that she wants me to hold her and such... but i cant... i tend to cry ;x its not just because of that though alot more is involved.

Finding the love of your life on the internet sucks... Yeah you can call me whatever you want but we've been together for a little more then a year and i still love her more... each and every single day. ;/ Maybe a little to much... ._.

Holland - America... -sigh-