Drugs

I've smoked a couple times to relieve eye stress and headaches. It's pretty good actually.



I find it hard to believe you actually felt happy and not more depressed as your regularity increased. Weed is naturally a depressor of the Central Nervous System and only leads to more depression. The only way I see it working is that in your depression you only felt you could cope with it when high.

Well I guess I did need to smoke more and more to feel happy. When I am high, things tend to be brighter. When I am depressed, the world just tends to be darker and more gray. Being high all the time showed the bright side of life.