2010-12-24, 03:49 PM
Well, in particular this year, it's been quite lacking in Christmas spirit in my family due to some depressing circumstances that have happened this year, ranging from stress at work, stress at school, but probably mostly because I attempted to commit suicide this year.
It could also be due to the lack of things I "Wish to have" for Christmas. Heck, at this rate, I'd be satisfied even if I get nothing at all, or even coal due to my "sin" that was an attempted suicide. Then again, I never really ask for a lot generally at life, even at one point refusing to have a cellphone because I personally felt one was unnecessary.
It could also be due to the lack of things I "Wish to have" for Christmas. Heck, at this rate, I'd be satisfied even if I get nothing at all, or even coal due to my "sin" that was an attempted suicide. Then again, I never really ask for a lot generally at life, even at one point refusing to have a cellphone because I personally felt one was unnecessary.